December 22, 2009
Kris Kring December '09
Talk about Kris Kringle???! OOOHH I FINALLY HAD IT THIS YEAR. Glad I remembered it.
I have a lot of things going on in my mind right now. But I have to think straight for this. It'd be really nice if I read this entry next year if I ever get the kris kringle thinggy again. hahaha!
Chatty, Key, Indilie, Whitney, Sheila and I agreed to have Kris Kringle this year. It's our Last year in College and we've gotta make extra memorable. hahah! Well if not for them..It's really memorable for me. I treasure every single memory and time I have with my friends.
OUR THEMES
Something long- I got a ballpen and a lollipop from INDILIE
Something colorful- I got that FAIRY TALE princesses from WHITNEY
Something smooth and soft - I got an orange smiley foam from CHATTY
Something round- I got a printed foam but round from KEY which she told me is from RUSSIA.
Something shiny- I got an beautiful transparent angel standing in a mirror from SHEILA
something usable for school- I got a pink scissor ( which I have been wanting to have ) from SHEILA
I love it. I love the idea of Kris Kringle. Our minimum price was 20pesos only. It was hard at first, I find it hard to really look on through a lot of displays and choose which on would fit our theme. But I gave up buying something that was more than 20 pesos. I am gonna be giving it to a close friend so It doesn't matter. hahaha!
TILL NEXT YEAR'S KRIS KRINGLE GENGZ!
December 14, 2009
My Christmas Wishlist for 2009
x i want a new PANTS.~ A SKINNY!
x i want a make up kit. It has to be filled with eyeliners, blush, liquid eyeliners, lip glosses. OAH HEAVEN!
x i want a new phone. The cheaper one. hahaha! But the expensive one will DO!!! I want SUPERNOVA or the latest version of it. I want those THEMES!!!!
x i want a TAYLOR SWIFT cd again!
x i want a MARIE DIGBY CD
x i want a MAC! XOXYAL! hahahah!
x i want a new gurly2 wallet.
x ANYTHING PINK...pud diay!
x i want a TEXT FROM MY CRUSH! hahahah JUSKO! JOKE LANG!
x i want a necklace with a heart pendant ( I want to gift this one to MYSELF! ) AJA!
sOooo far, I can only think of those things. So many! hahaha!
sa makabasa ani...hehehehehe..tsk tsk tsk....
November 29, 2009
Staffing na mi sa Ward
Ang among duty sa CCMC Ortho Ward. Si Mr. Gonzalez ang among C.I.
And the gastaffing na mi. Sa first round silang queenie ug alme ang charge nurses. Gaassign assign pud sila ug kung kinsa ang mag treatment nurse and magmedication nurses. And treatment nurse mao na cya ang mukuha ug vital signs every 4 hours sa patients while ang medication nurse mao na siya ang maghatag ug meds ana nga time either every 4 hours ba na cya or every 8 hours. Sa ward busy jud kaayo mi. Panagsa ra mi makalingkod ug makachika2 kay lain man sad gud tanawon nga nagtipok2 mi tapos magchika chika. So among buhaton musod mi sa C.R panagsa to check nalang pud our cellies and chika pud gamay but syempre dili pwede magdugay2 kay mabisto ang among style. hahahah FUNNY jud. On the first day, I was assigned as the treatment nurse. So busy2 jud ang show ato. Pero pytz ra sad kaayo oie.
Mao to, unya niabot ang time nga pati ako naassign sad as a charge nurse. Bongga kaayo kay 3 ka charts ang akong nabuhatan ug nurses notes. Abi na ko dili ko kamake for one patient alone and it turned out nga I made 3 for 3 different patients. Mao to. hahahha~ amazing. and proud sad sa ako self. During my time nga charge nurse daghan sad ko ug backlogs oie. SAYUP2 and I am not proud of that. hahaaaizt ;/
Basta it was a very nice experience jud. You'll see so many things in the Ortho Ward and staffing made me realize the work of a nurse. BASTA AMAZING. That's I can say.
November 22, 2009
I'm a DRAGONISTA. . .
November 21, 2009
contract!
I'm really OLD ENOUGH to make my own decisions
YOU WILL HAVE TO AGREE WITH ME.
I'M GONNA FINISH COLLEGE...
VIRGIN
FAIR GRADES
COMPLETE CASES
NO BACK SUBJECTS
I GO TO SCHOOL EVERYDAY
on the other hand... I AM ALLOWED TO..
GO TO LAAG basta walay OVER NIGHT STAY. UG MUULI JUD bahalag unsa time!!!
DO WHAT EVER I WANT BASTA DILI MY SAWAY SA MGA RULES ABOVE
Jom jom operario
nene pangapalan
SUBJECT OF THE CONTRACT: tingting operario
November 7, 2009
I'm so blown away by quotes right now
Yes it happens. I mean, it's not only me, right? Some of us JUST REALLY DO.
Sometimes, a quote can make you realize something YOU just deny to yourself.
Sometimes, quotes can make you cry.
Sometimes.. When you feel nothing but bitter about LOVE...a quote can melt your heart down.
Sometimes..when you are sad, quotes can MAKE U SMILE...
oh I really do appreciate the existence of QUOTES.
It's soooo hard to keep every quote I like.... MY INBOX is already full..WAAAHh!
but I found A BUNCH of quotes @ soompi. YAHHOOO!
October 31, 2009
He Will Always Be With Me
My beloved dog. He was given to us by a close friend back in our Hometown Mangagoy last November 1997. We all forgot about the specific date but we referred to the Month he was given to us. Because back then we never thought he would be very very close to us since he"was" just an askal. But as the days gone by, we realized how attached we became to Piopo.
THE CUTENESS of this DOGGIE...
This was his fave stuff toy then. He'd stuck this stuff into his mouth and walk all over the house and signal me to play with him. REALLY CUTE. The pic above, yes, that was his fave position. Hahha! REALLY CUTE! I MISS HIM!
MORE?? SURE!
I had to cut the pic because I looked super super bad in this pic. But that's still Po.
That's Po and My Mom.
BUT...
The sad part about yesterday when I got home yesterday from my 10 to 6am Duty...
HE DIED.
He didn't wait for me. I was asleep when he died. Before it happened, I arrived home not knowing where mama and mamane went. Until I woke up at 4 and they told me everything. They rushed Po to the nearest Vet Shop. He was medicated but his body could'nt take it anymore. He was infected, his body became weak.
But he was a strong DOG. I love him! I love everything about him. He was my bestfriend. HE REALLY WAS A BESTFRIEND of mine. Then time came I couldn watch on him. During his last 2 years, I was really busy I couldn't hug him anymore. All I ever did was bring him food to eat and left him on the garage or in the next vacant house. Also we had a new puppy, the one who stayed inside the house. Po got sick, I had a feeling he needed to be brought to the Vet but no one had the time. Until he got infected. His body could not longer tolerate it plus he was really OLD already.
It was too late now. He is gone forever.....
R.I.P Piopo Piopo....YOU'LL FOREVER BE IN MY HEART.
I HAVE SO MANY THINGS TO TELL ABOUT HIM... HE WAS JUST AMAZING..VERY AMAZING DOG!!!!!!!
POOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! Maybe you didn't want me to worry to much. I KNOW YOU!
. . . . . . . . .. life must go on!
I LOVE YOU.
October 14, 2009
I have mixed emotions right now. And i have no any other outlet but to post it in this blog.
Today, i was online the whole day. I only got out of the house to make my toes clean and tinted. I played Cafe World in facebook the whole day. Did not do anything but wait for the food to cook, everytime they're done, i would serve them immediately with fear that the food might spoil. So that was the only work i did today. Aside from chatting,texting how my friends are and watch tv. it's really getting boring. I want to do something fun. because if i don't, i end up making drama, and it makes me sad. i cannot even open up things to my friends because im shy. They have their own lives,problems,things to do and whatnot. And i am out of it all. but seriously, i got sad. Sad for the mixed realizations i had to day. sad for the things i cannot have because it's not my turn yet. Sad to know the persons i think about barely see me. Well thanks for my family. They're the best i get. I thank them for the kind of love and assurance i get and feel when i am home. but why am i sad? yes i am sad. maybe i am just bored? oh gosh! i seriously need to do something! hmMm... Sembreak life :o
hmmm..After writing down these thoughts. i felt better. if ur reading this. thank u. it helped. . . .
September 19, 2009
Tired . . .
Hmmm~ oOops that was rude.
But don't get me wrong. I love facebook sooo much. It's just that facebook just don't let me do anything else but net browsing. hahahahahha! It's me. It's me. It's me. The problem lies on me. HAHAHHA!
One thing I have in my mind right now....
I may quit those social networks anytime I KNOW FOR SURE THIS BLOG OF MINE WILL REMAIN. AS LONG AS IT EXIST. hahahaha!
September 8, 2009
First Day In Psychia Ward
Allow me to blab about my very first entry at the Psychia ward.
HAHAHA! I'm already laughing with my bloopers. YES BLOOPERS. I'm such a clumsy kid. GOD!
All we did was observe, observe. SMILE AT PEOPLE and HIDE MY FACE at the back of my classmates' coz I couldn't help laughing. We were told to act as professional. PROFESSIONAL MEN! PROFESSIONAL! Okay, MY BAD. MY MAD.
Inside..We went straight to the MALE psychia ward. Imagine the scene...
There's a gate like door. There was a man holding the " rehas" like sa gate. I was like. CAMON! THIS IS REALLY IS IT! BUANG NA NI GUYS! So there, the guard opened the gate. We got in. I was frozen looking at their strange looks! NAKS! Grabeh teh, I can't move that time. AND WORST...tumawa ako. So my classmare reminded me not to laught infront of those psych patients. JUSKO! RIOT NA NI!. So there, we went down sa ground. There was an ongoing DANCE THERAPY. It was fun, just watching them dance. UNTIL...one man came to me. got my hand and placed it on his forehead. MAKACRAZY...but there's more...HE HUGGED ME. I didn't know what to do! I was REALLY FROZEN! My mind went BLACK. So what I did, I let him hug me, and that was 3 times. huh?! Then he went away. I swear, after that hug, I was alarmed not to stay too close with U KNOW..hehehe.
After which, we went to female ward nah. It was LAX over there.
I'm a Fangirl..YoU?
Queenie, a classmate of mine is my no.1 source of the latest in Kpop. She got into Kpop way back highschool. So basically, she's very keen about KPOP. But I remembered a time when I WAS VERY OBSESSED about KPOP. hahaha! Patas rah man cguro. hahah! She knows the latest, which I don't...this days! uhhgh! I'm disappointing myself. Not anyone. None of my friends by the way, likes KPOP. It's mine..SOLO!
T_T
ONE THING I KNOW FOR SURE...
I MISS FANGIRLING.
BUT IM TOO PREOCCUPIED. WEH!
September 1, 2009
Psychiatric Nursing. .
Our C.I Mr. Caracut gave us the basic words to note.
Such as Delusions, Hallucinations and Illusion.
After sooo many years of studying. I only got to really understand these 3 words TODAY.
Woah!
I remembered way back FIRST YEAR COLLEGE. During the enrollment, I couldn't decide which on to take because I had so many preferences such as
Sociology ( the study of society, culture, and people )
Nursing ( well, you know what it is )
Business Administration ( Reason? I wanted to follow my Mom )
and lastly, Psychology ( Because I find it very challenging. Also, I used to think that being a Psych student was the coolest...well, that was way back 3 years ago..hahhaha! But I still like the course. SERIOUSLY)
hmm...for now. I am just excited. Very excited. hahahaha!
August 30, 2009
Perfect Picture
Here's the link since embedding has been disabled.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SQXKr9qFBow
here's the lyrics of the song.
Lyrics to Perfect Picture (It Would Be Better) :
If you put yourself in my sorry situation
Tell me, would you dare?
And if I told you that my road in life was nearly broken
Would you even care?
It's easy to tell me exactly what I should be
Your perfect picture of me
I'm sorry, excuse me, won't live the life that you led
Your words doing nothing but just messing up inside my head
It would be better if you just hold me
And show me that you care
It would be easier if you just loved me
Show me that you're there
If I opened up and gave you some affection
Tell me, would you dare?
If I told you that my happiness depends on you
Would you even care?
It's easy to tell me exactly what I should be
Your perfect picture of me
I'm sorry, excuse me, won't live the life that you led
Your words doing nothing but just messing up inside my head
It would be better if you just hold me
And show me that you care
It would be easier if you just loved me
Show me that you're there
My love there is tension, lost the affection
My candle has burned out
My love, I'm freezing
Is it cold in here?
Would you please take my hand?
It would be better if you just hold me
And show me that you care
It would be easier if you just loved me
Show me that you're there
August 28, 2009
Once Upon A Time
Before I started this entry Taylor Swift's was all over my head. hahhha! And so it became the title.
I have a lot of stories to tell. But it's not the right time to share...
brrr... wish I could right????
hahhhaha!
I become speechless when I become too happy ;P
August 23, 2009
August 20, 2009
No wonder...The Silence
So now, I'm bloghopping. Trying to put life on my blog again. Added my twitter account alzo. If u wanna tweeeeet with me. Just adD me. I'll follow you as well.
On the other note.
Just want to say, that..I'm happy.
August 13, 2009
Being Able TO Change My Way
The Bottom Line
Perseverance takes patience, but it rewards you with more than you could imagine.
In Detail
The allegiances you have to someone special are loosening right now, but it's not a sign that your relationship is dissolving, so don't worry. What's beginning to happen is that you are learning to give people room (and they're learning to give it to you). Things are freeing up a bit, and your responsibilities are centered more around being true to yourself and not around making the other person happy. This partnership is equalizing, not ending.
I LOVE THIS HOROSCOPE A LOT!
August 10, 2009
FastBall- Out of my Head..LISTEN and WATCH!
My friend Albon recommended me to listen to this song before I sleep.
And I end up listening to it more than 10 times.
it's not like Im a father or someone who has a family or what..but the song has a meaning.
Nice one Albon.
July 20, 2009
My Edge Coaster Experience
I couldn't find the right words to describe my own experience. SHAX!
Ang saya- saya that I finally got the chance to ride the EDGE COASTER @ Crown Regency.
Have you tried it yet? It's really cool, thrilling! MakakaSIGAW ka at the top of your lungs!
Thanks to mamane and mama jom for the treat. Corie and Kuya Andie for the company.
I had fun! I really really had sooooOoo much FUN!
Ang hirap iexplain guys. Nakakainis..Gusto ko magkwento kaso wala akong mahanap na magandang words....ASAR!!!
BASTA THE PICTURE SPEAKS IT ALL!
YEAH!!!
July 7, 2009
M0bile internet
June 11, 2009
I LUV 2en1 SRSLY!!!!!!
credit: YGLADIES @ yt
This video made me love them even mawr. Yah see it's 1 am in the morning! The sun hasn't shown yet but here I am....I CAN SEE MY SUNSHINES ALREADY!!! I LOVE CL AND MINJI!!!
I only have one wish right at this very moment. God, if YG Entertainment wishes to come and visit Philippines, please take BIG BANG AND 2en1 and have them perform here IN CEBU!!!! PUUUHHHLLLLLEEEEEZZZZ!!! I AM BEGGING YOU!!! I can't wait to go to korea, but if they ever come to Philippines...please! please , puhhhllllezz grant my wish!
ALSO INFORM US AHEAD OF TIME IN OUR DREAMS SO WE COULD SAVE MONEY FOR THE BIG YG EVENT! hahhahhaha!
Lab yu Papa Jesus!
June 6, 2009
CERTIFIED IMMERSIONISTA KAMI GENG!
Ayun, I'm back from immersion mga 5 days ago na.
I got tons of pics during my stay in Alumnos. Some pics were from my classmates, some from my own handyphone. Buti na lang may camera sya. It's hard to take photos when you do not own the digicam kasi. I have my own cam but I wasn't allowed to bring it with me coz only 5 cameras where assigned to bring. In the end, nainis ako kasi hindi naman naginspection talaga ng things. I could've brought my camera para makita nyu ang images sa Alumnos. It's a lovely place. It has it's own story. Good or Bad, basta it has it's on story. Sayang lang, sana nakunan ko yung place, yung nga BEFORE AND AFTER SHOTS. Sayang talaga. Yung mga DAILY ROUTINES namin. MGA IMMERSIONISTA like me. Sayang talaga.
I'D MAKE A GALLERY -LIKE album na lang to compile the pix. FOR NOW...yan na muna...
Ayun, nag-iba ng todo ang kulay ng balat ko. HAHA!! it's okay...it's the evidence of being a CERTIFIED IMMERSIONISTA naman eh!
ROCK ON!
May 18, 2009
Immersion Hauz
I'm on immersion.
I missed blogging.
hehehe.
I have nothing else to say right now.
Hopefully after immersion, lahat ng chikas bubuhos ko dito.
heheh~ But for now, backlog ang show sa soompi forums. Ang dami dami kong na-miss.
be right back after 2 weeks.
MWAH!
May 3, 2009
Botz And Muy
April 19, 2009
Masaya
April 14, 2009
Last Day of Summer Vacation
So there!
What's with the friesy thing?? hahha!
Today is my last day of summer break. In the coming days I'll be more exposed to the sunlight. I didn't have a taste of sunlight , as in babad sa init this summer since I was homebound. There's our Emergency Nursing coming up and Immersion. I'm so excited! Kaso lang, mainit, pano yan?? Hmmm...
Sooo, I cooked fries...hahahhahahahah!!! Munting celebrasyon ni Ting Ting. ;p
At tubig!
Health Living tayo ngayon!
-ting
April 10, 2009
Summer Sunshine
Write every little idea on my head.
To start with...=)
Have you guys watched MAKE IT HAPPEN?? It's a movie that talks about a girl who have dreamed of being a part of a dance school. But she didn't make it for the first round. Then she met a girl who has been on her side, let her in her house and gave her a job. She also worked in a dance club. It wasn't just a dance club in Chicago, it's where top dancers perform for people to cheer at. Until one day, the star dancer of the said club couldn't make it,the girl ( whose name i couldn't remember) tried and practiced. She made a name and she became popular. But despite the fame she still dream of going to the dance school. She auditioned for the second time and applied all the dance steps and feminine steps the panels was looking for...and she made it the second time around. Ahhh, it was a great movie!!! I recommend you to watch MAKE IT HAPPEN.
My biiiiirthdaiiiii! It was April 4th. I invited some of the friends. We had so many foods. I got my budget from my father. Haha! We had 3 types of pizza from Da Vinci's, Ice Cream, Spaghetti, White Salad, Fries, Barbeque, a bottle of beer ( hahahha! ALL GIRLS!). It was an afternoon affair I had with my gurlfriends! I had soOooo much FUN!!!
PIX PIX PIX....
wan tooooooo tiiirrrreeeeeee!!!!!
SAY CHEESE!!!
21 NA AKO.......OH YEAH!!!
THEIR GIFT??!! WANNA SEEEE????
THANK YOU!!!!!!
SUMMER PLANS???
NOPE. I DON'T HAVE ANY.
I've got summer classes next week! I'll be VERY VERY VERY BUSY.
KEEP IN TOUCH BLOGMATES!
I MISS YOU GUYS!
April 7, 2009
KEEP IN TOUCH
Do you ever wanna receive some random texts from me?
Me, I'd love to receive texts from you guys.
My comments are set to be approved. So, if you leave your number, it'd be safe. hahahah!
Nakasun ako
at nakaglobe...
ikaw?
No Tune
I thought he understood me.
He has not called me. I remembered those times I found myself staring at my phone and wondered if he's ever gonna text me or call me. But it's over, so here are some lines for you boy.
I know i broke your heart. :x
take care.
i thought i was inlove
When I heard him say he loves me
I was staring infront of pc
I was browsing page by page
and then I saw his name
and I remembered
When we used to be friends
when we ate out at lunch
when we rode in a jeepney
when we were so happy together
until the moment came for him
told me he's inlove with me
my heart jumped
felt like my head
was spinning around
and so I thought I'd give it a chance
and told him not to think too much
every night i'd feel very uneasy
until I realized it was unfair
and so I told him
let's just be friends
it'll all depends on you
Im just here.
Here for you.
April 2, 2009
MY LOVE HOROSCOPE!
I was on it because I was searching for some Avril Lavigne photos.
Uhhmm..Avril is a very attractive girl, I LOVE HER!
But anyways, here's my Love Horoscope, which, for me, IS THE TRUEST ONE!
ARIES
WOW! Did you read that again??! It's just sOooo true!
March 31, 2009
My Summer 2009...
My summer has yet to begin. My summer 2009.
What's on my summer list?
Ahh~ Summer.
I love SUMMER. But my upcoming summer activities are uhhmm..not the typical summer I used to have.
Summer? Summer?
I miss the beach!
I miss the malls..
I miss my bathing suit...I'll buy a new SEXIII pair next summer. Whet??! Haha! bOOoOOO...
I miss my cousins. I miss my other family...
I MISS THOSE OLD-SUMMER MOMENTS we used to have! I miss kidding around with my little cousins! I miss sliding on long pool slides.
AigOoo..summer!
March 21, 2009
SORRY NOTE FOR ANNA AND MAY
This month is just one those upcoming busy moments in my life.
I know I have yet to taste what it is like to be a real NURSING STUDENT.
Well, the one I stated above's just a thought that came across my mind after I logged on.
I have been doing and acting busy with our nursing research. I have so many heartaches and failures. I was overpowered with temper and rage. I forgot to consider the effort from the other side. If only the damage could be erased, I would volunteer to initiate it. I wanted to say sorry for all the things I have said especially to May and Anna. I am sorry for being so mean, for being so inconsiderate of our situation. We both have a our mistake. And I wouldn't want to, again, recall because it only gives me another moment of anger. I was angry of you also, but I know I do not have the right because WHAT YOU DID in our research was what counts most, and mine weren't. I'm tired of thinking," if only this and that, it could've been this and that".....
...ahhhh~gosh!!! I am so sorry. Naipit lang talaga ako sa situation. Ang hirap kasi wala akong controll and I can't make a move. Ang hirap. Grabe. So pasensya na talaga for the mean words, the shouting over the chat and phone. Ang hirap kasi ng communication natin. Ang hirap. We both know the setting, And I am glad naiintindihan ninyu ako. Basta, All I know is that, I did my part to the best of my ability. It's just that, your way of doing everything was totallyu different from my own thought. The only BIG mistake we had was.....WE WEREN'T UNITED with the rest. WHY? Alam na natin yun.
One thing I am sooooo angry about is one of our members who was being taught about how to ake this and that left me hanging. I was busy doing the tables already, here comes this girl...always texting her boilet. C'mon???!!! Ako, oo nagtetext ako, pero yung utak ko naman nasa ginagawa ko pa rin noh. Jusko, magbago ka na.<---no, hindi to si anna and may.
March 10, 2009
Love and Friendship
I want to share something about LOVE and FRIENDSHIP.
What about "Love"?
We were at our friend's pad this afternoon because we wanted to work on our nursing research. So we gathered and talked about random things. I have this friend who is deeply in love with her boyfriend. I dunno what came into my mind and i asked her, " how much do you love your boyfriend?".
Well, she only answered me "one" word. That is...
"Very."
Wow. Proud naman ako dun. Parang.the way she repeated the word, parang kakaiba ang kahulugan. Love nga naman.
And what about Friendship?
Oh, I find this one very sensitive. Some of you have asked about my status. I'm in college and I am on my 3rd struggling year. I have met so many friends, gained and lost some of them.
These two we live life with everyday. These two important word apart from faith we live life with. What will happen if these two did not exist??
SYEMPRE..BORING!
WALANG FRIENDS na kasama mo sa pagiingay, pagtatagay ( sa mga mahilig magtagay!), wala kang machichikahan ng problemos mo sa life, sa crushes mo, sa mga bloopers mo..diba? Boring naman yun.
Kung walang LOVE..
Walang magmamahalan, walang magssweetan2, walang magccare...Parang, Naman oh! Ang pangit talaga.
Ayun lang ang punto ko. hahahahah!
March 9, 2009
Bakit Wala Akong Masulat?
Pero ayoko din naman na umalis ka dito nang walang nababasa. Kasi lately yung mga entries ko mga walang kwenta lang. Sorry ha? Ewan ko ba kung bakit.
Una, napanood ko na ang U Changed My Life.
Ano pa nga ba?
So, aside from being able to watche the movie, I also had this continuous feeling of missing my highschool friends. It seems like they don't even remember I came from the same school they were on. Pero Okay lang, time will come. Makikita ko rin mga friends ko dati, mga naging classmates, naging close! Dami. Ang dami! Super! Iba ang highschool sa college. SUPER. Mas astig ang highschool. Sa college naman, natuto akong maki-adjust ng TODO TODO. Minsan kasi hindi ka naiintindihan ng mga taong nakakasama mo. Akala mo naiintindihan ka na nila, malalaman mo na lang, hindi naman pala. You have to adjust, introduce yourself, and go with the flow. Nakakadepress talaga at times, but thanks God, may friends naman din na nakakaintindi. Nako, kung wala. Wala. Walang improvement. Minsan naman, may nakikilala kang tao, naalala ka lang pagka may gusto kunin, oh di kaya may kailangan lang. Ang hirap ispilihin na mga tao. Ganun yun. Pero sa akin, hindi naman sa nagrereklamo ha. Napansin ko lang. Yun. Minsan naman, ang saya saya, at todo bonding kayo, after that, wala na. Kanya-kanya na. hahhaayy.
Sad ba ako? Hindi naman siguro. Naghahanap lang ng makakachika. Eh sa may mga chika lang na di mo nasasabi sa mga magulang mo. Hhahhaay.
Atleast nasulat ko to. Sana binasa mo. hehehe! Magulo lang utak ko. Malay mo, bukas o sa makalawa may magandang pambomba na ako sa blog ko. hehehe!
February 28, 2009
Horoscope Addict
_________________________my horoscope says:
The Bottom Line
Reduce your expectations for today. Things might not work out the way you want.
In Detail
Reduce your expectations for today. Things might not work out exactly the way you want them to, but if you are prepared to be less than thrilled by the day's news, you'll end up happier than if you raise your hopes too high. After all, the higher your hopes, the greater the crash when they are dashed to the ground. This might seem like a pessimistic attitude to take, but it's not -- it's just pragmatic. And pragmatism is going to help you stay on top when challenges arise.
__________________________
Ahh!! Tinamaan ako ng BUNGGANG-B0NGGA!!!
February 27, 2009
I'm Eating Too Much Calories!
Buti may internet. Nareresearch ko ang mga ganitong bagay. Kasi naman sa school, I do not pay much attention sa mga ganitong bagay. I've taken NUTRITION but I took the subject just for the mere reason na kasali siya sa curriculum.
Lately kasi, I've been eating TOO much. Too much as in, too much. Too much from fast food chains that includes: Burgers, Fries, Potatoes,, Spaghetti, Chicken Joy and MEAT!
I've gathered some of the foods that are very caloric. Ah!
Condensed Milk (Sweetened)
Trail Mix (with chocolate chips, nuts, and seeds)
Fast Food - Hamburgers, Sandwiches, Tacos, etc.
Fast Food - French Fries
Fast Food - Milk Shake
Ayan, kumusta naman yan??!
So, ano tataba na ba ako?!
Should I worry too much!?!
Energy booster naman daw yang calories eh. It helps skinny people like me gain weight. Gosh!
Please sana tumaba naman ako!
February 21, 2009
Not The Usual Anymore
Take time to rest. Take time to think of all the good and the bad things. Once in a while, reflect on what you did, how you are and how you've been to other people.
Take time to realize that life is like a roller coaster. Sometimes, you feel high, sometimes you are just but down.
I want to relax tonight. I do want to have to think about the dramas that I've been through. I thought I was free already. I thought I go what I already wanted. All I ever wanted was for them to see my worth. I've done so many things for people, things that I know I am capable of doing.
Why does it bother so much? Why can't I forget that harsh word a close friend said to me? It was a word that I never ever expected to hear it from her. This is another girl that is super close to my heart. I valued her as a friend. I almost opened my personal life to her, I was a friend to her. I was a sister to her and most of all, I was a person whom she knew would NEVER get hurt by all the words she said. But no, that one word was EVIL. And I hated the last word she told me. I only needed an apology.
February 18, 2009
Why Friends Become Friends
WHY DO FRIENDS BECOME FRIENDS, SUPER FRIENDS, BEST FRIENDS AND FRIEEEENNNDS!!!??!!!
My own discovery slash realization goes like this...drum rolls!!!
February 16, 2009
February 14, 2009
Todo Ki-at
Ki-at - Naughty.
Yeah, for the past few days, I've been going out and jamming a lot with my classmates. Super saya namin. Nadivert ng todo ang utak ko sa mga ka-negahan ko. I am so happy that I was able to do these things again. I rarely get the chance to have karaoke session with my classmates. We kid around BIBO world riding the bump cars..wahh!!
Ang saya-saya super!! Also, we've watched Bamboo concert. Astig si Bamboo. Bamboo was actually invited to perform in our school as a culminating activity of our yearly BSN DAYS. Ang saya. ROOOCCCK!!! The bamboo concert was held at Boys High here in Cebu last February 11, 09.
Last February 10, we did a Reed 60 activity. We went to one of our groupmate's pad. We sang a lot of songs, ate a lot of foods such as pop corn, crackers, heavy lunch. We took so many pics and they're all in my friendster account. I had a fun and I will never forget that event.,ever! I may forget the date later but the fun I had with them will remain in my mind and heart. Sa uulitin guys....
February 11, My friend and I finally marked the day na ayos na kami. Erase all the drama. Thanks God. I sent her a message na nangungumusta ako, then she replied. And told her I miss talkin' to her.
And now...it's February 14. Happy Valentine's Day my dear blogmates and readers.
I have a realization to share though. It's about friendship. I came across a quote that totally changed about my perception about FRIENDS.
And the quote goes like this:
it? It’s uttered everyday to almost every person imaginable. Who are
your friends? I used to think that friends were the people that you
could laugh and talk to. Now I know that friends aren’t that, they’re
the people that touch ur heart. You could spend hours with them doing
nothing at all and it can be the best time of your life, just becuase
it was with them. They’re the people you can share your secrets
with, cry with, laugh with, and just have fun with. They don’t judge
you or make you change. They accept you exactly as you are. They look
at you and they see a great person, one they love spending time with.
You all share something in common and are tied together by memories,
tears, laughs and smiles. You’re tied together by love for the other.
Friendship is the strangest but greatest thing in the world. I find my
time with my friends, the best times of my life. My friends are my
heart, my soul, my fun, my laughter, tears, love and my life."
from Fifi's blog.
I really like this quote that I had to message my friend to ask permission if I could steal this on and put it on my friendster profile. I need not specify my story and relate it to the quote because the quote alone speaks it all. Right? hehehe.
February 8, 2009
Boyce Avenue in Cebu on Feb. 12 09
Woooaaah! I'm a huge fan of this boy band. I saw the ad at SM.
GOSH! I can't wait! I can't wait!!!
Sinong mga Taga-Cebu jan???!
I've watched their video covers of Disturbia and Forever then I fell inlove na. I love the vocalist's voice. I don't know their names. Surprise na lang yun kung matuloy man ako this coming Feb 12. Sana talaga. I'd love to watch this. Grabeh!
I wish I could do my research about the band, but noon I was just fond of watching their videos then I left it that way without even knowing their names. Malayo pa naman ang Feb 12, I'll find time. =)
Yesterday, I told my mom about this and I've scheduled the date na. WUUUUHH!!!
Uhmmm..I was tagged?
The rules :
1.) Put the logo in your blog
2. ) Write five things you are passionate about apart from blogging
3. ) Tag 5 people on your lists and let them know you tagged them.
Five things I'm passionate about apart from blogging :
I'm tagging anyone who's interested.
February 4, 2009
Finding Inner Peace
going out for a stroll.
So, I bought an ipod case. I like the design. I should post a picture of it. Laterssss! That, if you guys are interested. The other one was a ring made out of a plastic. But it's not just a plastic. It's not an ordinary plastic. It could not easily break. I mean, not that brittle? hahaha! Ano bang tamang word dun?
So, yun....so why? What's the reason behind these?
I was stressed. I was sad again. And it was involuntary of me to ride a jeepney, get down and crossed the street. I was out of my mind, finding inner peace. I've got no one to talk to during that time. And I wanted to talk to the person who has really affected me this much. Someone whom you just cannot convince that what you're doing is TRUE. That I am not what she thinks I am. Grabeh. And hirap niyang confrontahin. And worst...she doesn't even look at me. FRIEND, KAUSAPIN MO NA AKO. MAGUSAP TAYO, MAY IPALILIWANAG LANG AKO. PLEASE LANG. BABAE SA BABAE. WALANG MALIS. WAG MONG BIGYAN NG MALISYA LAHAT NALANG NG PINAPAKITA/INAASAL KO SA'YO DAHIL MALI KA. MALI KA SA INIISIP MO ABOUT ME. PLEASE LANG.
Bukas, I'll try to make it up to her. I'll try to speak/ talk to her.
KAYA KO TO!!
Pagdasal nyu ako, ha?
February 3, 2009
Senior Citizen's Fare
Cute Things I Feel Like Sharing
Here are some of my favorite songs just to cheer you up since YOU opened this blog.
SNSD - Gee
Credit: soultrue @ yt
It's a cute song isn't it? I find these girls adorable. The band has many antis but hey, these girls have gone through so much difficulties already. I rarely read updates about them. If you wanna dig in, go ahead and let's exchange our thoughts. hhehehe but for now. Enjoy the performance. And comment if you want.
WonderGirls- Nobody
credit: nwa1998
Weee! This one is really cute, no, hot. This song is hot. Hahaha! I love wondergirls. If you become a fan, you'll be one of the WONDERFULS. Go search for more videos. hehehe!
Davichi - Love and War
credit: rcXxrc
weeeehhh! My new found CUTIE band from Korea. How do you find this video? Me.....CUTE CUTE CUTE!
That's it for now.
Did you enjoy the videos????
February 1, 2009
Buwan ng mga Puso
Funny how I really don't find this month exciting. I have my reasons.
First, I am not in a relationship.
Second, I've always been loveless.
Third, my life is so busy. I don't have time for love. Love as in, being in a relationship.
January 31, 2009
Things You Might Find Helpful
So I was just thinking instead of reading some advices about "these and that" things, maybe I'll just make my own.
Una.
Making Jokes.
If you do that to me, it'll pass after a minute but if it were someone else, you wouldn't know how she/he would feel. Even though you feel, you've created a bond already, just be careful with your words and actions toward ssomeone coz it might hurt her feelings. I am very careful with jokes- what's even more surprising is that, I haven't joked since I got into "something awkward". thing. So awkward I couldn't make a move anymore. sucks.loser.
Shouting.
We are leaving in a fast-paced life. We are always in a hurry that we tend to shout at each other-Intentionally or unintentionally, the result is the same. You'll end up still hurting someone's feeling. Shouting in a way of a joke is reallly not good. Look at the person's expression after you've shouted at her ( you are smiling knowing it's a joke) but you'll see...she's hurt. And you did hurt her feelings.
Being in a crowd.
For me, it's getting harder and I am becoming very paranoid about this. No, I shouldn't feel that. No No No. But really, the situation is, you were ask to join them but actually they aren't talking to you- or worse, turned their back on you. What's that supposed to mean? You're just being used, girl Don't be fooled by plastics. Another situation is, someone wasn't talking to you, but actually if he isn't talking to anyone, he calls on you, talk to you. If he's called by another group, he leaves you without a word. WTF is that again? I tell you, leave them. Don't even think about being with them.
Favor.
This one is worst. Ever experienced being talked behind your back but is being a "hey, help me with this" situation? It happens to a lot of people. Try to assess. These persons are just taking advantage of your kindness and does not deserve you. Although it flatters a lot knowing that you've helped them but the case is just so awkward. it's not fair. And what's worst? When you're the one approaching them, they'd say " I don't know", ALWAYS. Oh GOSH! These PEOPLE!
Silence could mean.
You're in another awkward scene. These people might just have something against you or even talked about you. Feeling paranoid? No, you're not. It's reality.
Too friendly?
Watch out, girl. There are eyes who are too sensitive and would make some erroneous judgment. It's really bothering.
Friends, or not friends but grouped.
Be sensitive enough to feel the crowd. Are you being true to one another? Or ware they true to you? Ask yourself that.
Mean, SO mean
These people just do exist. They feel great about themselves but when time comes that they're being attacked, they just break EVERYONE'S mood as if he's the leader of the group. But actually she had taken advantage of each one of them. Asks you favor and doesn't thank you for helping him. Thanking is not a hard thing to do. Ever thought of yourself gratefully thanking them but never heard of them thanking on anyone?
Peer Pressure
It's true that it is making your life pretty hard. Just don't let yourself drown , feeling the emptiness in you. Coping is hard in the process but you'll sure get out of it. Find other personalities that suits you even better than the previous. God has many creations.
Doubting You
There are just these people who doubt you as someone else you're not. Telling a few that you're somebody, something you're not, and worse- people joking at you intentionally. Isn't that bad? Just go away from those eyes and move on with your own life. Some people just don't deserve your time.
Friends, you might want to take a personality test from this website.
enjoy!
www.trans4mind.com
My Results:
SCORING....
Extravert/Intravert
Analysis
People scoring high on this Trait are generally active and energetic, enjoying all kinds of physical activity including hard work and exercise, pursuing a wide variety of different interests.
People with low scores are inclined to be physically inactive, lethargic and easily tired. They prefer leisurely activities and find it hard to get going in the morning.
High activity is an extravert characteristic: such a person is outgoing because he has clear goals and knows what he wants - this provides the energy. Low activity tends to go with introversion: a more inward-looking, self-conscious and inhibited personality. The person's goals may not be as clear - he may have suffered failure or trauma in the past and therefore have less confidence and energy.
My score : 18.5
what can I say about this. uhhmm yeah, i do lack confidence- or even trust, to others. if you base it on my past experience during my highschool and early college days, you'll surely understand me. But atleast, I'm not INTRAVERT.
Sociability
Analysis
People scoring high on this Trait tend to seek out the company of others, they like social functions such as parties and dances and are comfortable when meeting new people. They are extraverted and unselfconscious in company. People with low scores prefer to have only a few special friends (who are like them) and most enjoy doing things on their own. They tend to be selfconscious and worry about finding things to talk about with other people. Though they may feel content enough, they seem to others to be introverted and, maybe, unfriendly. They have probably had frustrating or humiliating experiences in the past when trying to communicate and so they avoid risking a repetition. They may justify this with a consideration that others are unintelligent or trivial, further solidifying their inhibition. Or they may feel that they have better things to do!
My score: 19.0
I'm inclined to avoiding people anytime possible without a word. I'm a bad person. hahaha!
Risk Taking
Analysis
High scorers seek rewards with little concern for the possible adverse consequences and they find that an element of risk adds spice to their life. They are not afraid of change or growth or exposing their feelings. People with low scores prefer familiarity, safety and security, even if it means sacrificing some degree of excitement in their life. Such a person is ruled by fears.
My score: 13.0
Expressiveness
Analysis
The ability to express one's emotions outwardly and openly, whether love, hate, to make up extraversion.
High scorers tend to be volatile and demonstrative. Those with low scores inhibit the expression of their thoughts and feelings, and try to bury upsets in the past, leaving themselves frustrated and unheard.
My score: 24.0
NOTE!!!
Do you buy presents for people even though there is no occasion that calls for it?
I DO I DO I ........DO!!!
Emotional Stability
Trait 1 - SELF-ESTEEM
Analysis
Self-esteem is a trait of emotional stability, of being comfortable with oneself. Lack of self esteem, or inferiority complex, is a trait of emotional instability or neuroticism. Self-esteem is acquired through a history of successfully completed actions that demonstrate competence: the ability to produce a desired effect. Those with high self-esteem scores have plenty of confidence in themselves and their abilities and believe that they are well-liked by other people.
Those with low scores have a low opinion of themselves and tend to project that opinion into other peoples' minds so they then assume that others consider them unattractive or incapable. This makes them self-conscious and inhibited. Such "mind-reading" needs to be disputed and self-esteem recovered by the acknowledgement of achievements.
My score: 12.0
Trait 3 - ANXIETY
ANALYSIS
Anxious persons are easily upset when things go slightly wrong and are inclined to worry unnecessarily about what may or may not happen. They are ruled by fears and suffer a high level of stress. When anxieties are exaggerated or irrational, emotions become unstable and may develop into neurotic compulsions or phobias. Those with low scores are placid, serene and resistant to irrational fears and anxieties - that is, provided they are reasonably happy and outgoing. This implies an understanding that problems are best faced with equanimity, that resistance does not make them go away, and that problems - if faced squarely - are really the stuff that makes life interesting. A person in apathy or grief, however, may not feel anxiety because he has already given up (fear being a more causative emotional tone than apathy or grief).
My score : 22.0
Life must go on!!!!
January 30, 2009
Songs of My Life
Top 1 Dreaming of You - Selena
Top 2 I'll Never Get Over You Gettin' Over Me- MYMP/ Bellefire
Top 3 Buloy- Parokya Ni Edgar
Top 4 You Are My Song - Regine Velasquez
Top 5 I Can - Donna Cruz/ Regine Velasquez/ Mikki Cuanco
Top 6 Forever- Chris Brown
Top 7 One Step at A Time - Jordin Sparks
- This one, part of the song speaks abot believing in yourself, the other part speaks about LOVE. Taking it easy by taking one step at a time. Ganda ng song na to. Promise. It has been one of my faves since I heard of this.
Top 8 Journey - forgot the singer ( will get back to yah later!)
Top 9 Butterfly- Mariah Carey
Top 10 drum rolls please........ Every Breath You Take - The Police / Brooke White
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