Junior Master Chef :)

I got a new addiction today and it's going to be like that until it lasts.

I'm just greatly impressed with these amazing kids. I have yet to watch all the firsts but I certainly love PIERRE! He's so cute and talented how I wish he can be near my place I can be a sister to him and then he cook for me. BLAH! HAHAH! I can really see a bright future in store for these kids! I got to watch these kids whenever I stay at the pantry in my office. There's a television there where everyone can just sit/ lounge and watch. But I don't get to watch it on its scheduled air time. HAAY! I wish I can find a DVD of the show. I am just so inspired to cook and learn more! I don't cook the same way they do and I can only cook with basic ingredients and these kids inspire me to work on my own hahahahah! GUSH! I LOVE JUNIOR MASTERCHEF!!!!

There's a very tough competition going on and every elimination gets me teary eyed AAW! But there are slots for specific winners! GOODLUCK CHEFS!

&& my appetite is back!! :)

-tina

Give Me that Energy, Baby!

I am just listening to cool music this morning. I just don’t feel like doing anything at all. There are things that I have been thinking a lot that has affected my daily activity. I keep on blaming myself for a little mistake and end up not having a good mood for work. I have been thinking too much of a better performance but I end up doing the worst little mistakes. AH! So ironic and frustrating! WHY CAN’T I EASILY ABSORB CHANGES!!!

OKAY! And this morning, I finally woke up!! I mean, I just realized that I am no longer in the position to put in too much effort to achieve something. I am done with school and in fact I already graduated. And work should be fun and should not literally mean WORK. It must be a form of entertainment. It’s just that lately I’ve been trying so hard to impress someone. I hated mistakes; I have a fear that I might commit a mistake…in the end ALL I GOT WERE MISTAKES and a loss of focus. FOCUS that is. It is really important to FOCUS because without focus, nothing could be done correctly.

I just wish that the feeling will end soon, or AS SOON AS POSSIBLE. I still want to impress my seniors by doing the ideal protocol for everything at work. I always want a perfect score. I realized that to get the perfect score these three must go together…HARDWORK+ FOCUS+ INITIATIVE…..+ ATTITUDE. Alrigh, these four things should go together to achieve my goal.

I just wish I will not get any bad reports so I won’t lose my focus. It’s my weakness, I do not wanna get called for a mistake that I had “out of lack of focus”. It’s a big disappointment to everyone, my supervisor,my Q.A my team and friends and most of all btw, the company I am working for, OR even to myself. There's more, my mentor and trainer. tsssk! And I don’t want that to happen ever. C’mon, who does?! HMMMM…

JUST GIVE ME 1 DAY OFF and I PROMISE TO GO BACK TO MY PLAYGROUND WITH A BRAND NEW CSR! J

Happy 23rd to me!

It's my 23rd BIRTHDAY today!

YAY! I turned 23 today!

I can't believe I'm already 23!

WAAAAH!! Time fly so FAST!

I remembered myself thinking about being 20. And it went so fast that I am 3 years older. HAHA!

I'm currently working and I am loving my Job. I'm going to take the JULY NLE and hope I'll pass this time. If I won't, another chance is an option. JUST FIGHT AND FIGHT. TRY HARDER until get to pass the exams. Ah~ it takes a lot of effort, I know. HAHA

Hmmmm~ what else? I'm still single and I think I will be single until 30. HAHA! Is that a joke or something? LIKE OMG! AS IF I HAVE CAN PLOT MY FUTURE! No way I'm gonna do that, I live life as it is, every day is a new day and you will expect what comes your way. HAHA!

What I'm looking forward for this year is that, FROM THIS YEAR ONWARDS...I will change the way I dress. NYAHAHAHAH! But I might not abruptly just get the style that suits me, it's a process and I know it's not an easy process. You get to learn every day, every detail. HAAY! I don't know why I don't have a sense of style. AWKWARD. BAD. SIGH =(

But as I said. I will try my best!

Not only for My Style but try my best in everything I DO!

AGAIN...It's APRIL 4! And it's MY BIRTHDAY!!!! HAPPPPY!! :)