Can I put my feelings on hold as well?

 My mind is blank. I cannot think of anything but blog about what I feel.

I'm so disappointed with work. The scheme is so bad. I do not want to report back after my day off. huhuh.

And as much as I want to stay, I know it's not right because I am just an ordinary person, I am not rich, i am just a commoner. So I need money. hahaha

I remembered those days when I told myself, I will stay in this company until they no longer like me to stay. But it seems as though they've used me to the point of me giving up since I am not paid well. The schedule sucks. So I guess, the next time I get hired, I will not think of staying for so long so I wouldn't feel bad in the end. Coz seriously, I feel bad with my decision of quitting. grr

But I still have a couple of days to think about that though. I know this will pass. I know right after my day off, I'd still see myself back in my cubicle taking calls.

Buhay Call Center Agent. oh yeah! ROCK n ROLL!

Broke but Happy!

I was at the mall yesterday with my Mama. We both missed the mall. We only get to stroll like once in a month, because she got business to watch and I have work as well plus the fact that I work at dawn. I prayed for it, so I can't complain. But am almost at the peak of giving up. But am not gonna share about it yet coz I have a more interesting story to tell..

I BOUGHT A NEW PAIR OF GURLY STUFF: SHOES!

I got a story about the brand. You can buy a pair of these gurly stuff at Naturalizer. It's so pretty and gurly right? I never thought I would EVER EVER try any of their displays. I mean at first glance when I am outside their shop I'd immediately say "Oh! Let's go, it's not my type". But I didn't say that  yesterday coz for the first time ever, I went in, and tried their shoes on. OHGOSH! I realized that every single one I tried on fit well on me. No spaces, no holes. AMAZING. They have my size. All of them. All of the styles caught my attention. It felt I was on my own room. Like all the shoes inside the shop were mine. I WISH! But that's impossible. So anyway, I found this one and I fell inlove with it. Love at first sight. So lesson learned?! NEVER SAY NEVER. If I'd get a "K" to shop again at any shopping mall, I'm sure I'd visit Naturalizer. I know it! hahaha!

Broke? YEAH! Everybody knows it's pricey! I'm not rich so I totally felt like I spent a whole lotta expensive pair of shoes. But at the same time I feel pretty when I wear it. OMGOSH! I'm excited to wear it for work :)

Always remember to SHOP WISE! hahahahha well, I'm a wise shopper! I tell you, this is a good pick : )

Anything But Ordinary

I will be forever in love with this song.

It's been one of my favorites since it came out. It speaks a lot about what I AM THINKING from things I want to be and what I want to do. Like I don't need to explain myself coz it's all in one song.

Not only I love this song, I also love Avril Lavigne. ♥

BIG BANG LOVIN'

OH! How I missed my favorite boys in Korea! BIG BANG!

I haven't been able to show my support and my love for them since I'm kinda busy with my job. I always sleep after shift and do nothing but SLEEP since the schedule is taking so much of my energy. Good thing it's my day off today, I get to watch youtube videos and spend time with family. Hmmmm.

I'm not so updated when it comes to Big Bang songs lately but it's good that everytime I watch a new video of them and finding out it's a new song, I still find them very entertaining and I still love them with all my heart! LOL! Pretty serious here! Oh! And it breaks my heart knowing that they're coming to MANILA this month but I can't even be in their concert and show 'em my BIG BANG LOVIN'! Haaaay!! I really wish I could but......I JUST CAN'T!~ OUCH!

At the same time, I know my blog misses me a lot coz I haven't been sharing what's going lately. Hang on BLOG. I love you with all my heart! I will definitely share something great in the next few days! HAHHA!

Quality Time with Loved Ones

Wow! My weekend's literally almost over due to work schedule changes.

But I think I spent my weekend well.

We just had an internet connection and I get so high every time I feel like surfing the net and there's really an internet connection, Omgosh I wouldn't be  bored at all. It's like my mood can shift from lazy to hyper! And even though I am sleepy? I'd totally forget about sleeping. Thus, the existence of the dark circles under my eyes. Haha! It's okay!

So, over the weekend, which is Saturday only for me since I got to be at the workplace at 8pm but my new shift is going to be at 2AM on Monday. I know it's going to be hard for me since I got used to night shift but to start working at dawn wouldn't be a pain I guess since it's the same thing, it's a graveyard shift, but what's difference is that, the dismissal's gonna burn my body! I go in at 2AM EST ( 2PM Central) and go out at 12:30 PM EST. That's crazy. 

PAUSE.

-----What? I was supposed to say something about my happy weekend, then I ended up explaining my schedule. Kabuang!

Uhm yeah! I was able to spend quality time with my family. Mama and I sang a lot using Youtube. It's like  a karaoke machine. Well, there are awesome fans who would upload karaoke formats of a specific song so that all you have to do is search for the yeah. THANKS A BUNCH!

I also got to do Zumba with my Mama! Haha it was so funny! I think I don't know how to dance anymore. Zumba is like a basic one, it's like 1, 2, 1 ,2 but hell gosh, I can't do it right! GRR! Naunsa naman tawn ko oie! And again, thanks to Youtube for allowing the generous ones to upload their tutorials :P

So basically that's just it. To sum it all up, I can say that I literally had a great time with my Family. And what's the good thing about it, we didn't have to go to the downtown area or to the city for night life. This is why I love the internet :) We get to do so many things. I was able to read Patty Laurel's blog as well as Bianca Gonzales' blog, so I regained my thoughts of living this life with enthusiasm! Thank you Ladies!

How about you? How did you spend your weekend? Do you mind sharing it? I'd love to read it!

xoxo,

mk