How to take Selfie 101

Hahaha! My title is a bit off!

But I am going to share you some pictures I took using my MAC BOOK PRO

Here are some ways on how to take you own selfie with a camera hahahaha

I actually don't know how to reiterate instructions that much. Hahah! But all you have to consider are Proper Lighting, your Perfect Angle and Proper Posture ;-)

VACATION BY G.R.L

Hayooo!!!! HOW WAS YOU VACATION SO FAR???! HAVE YOU HAD FUN ON YOU CHRISTMAS PARTIES AND OTHER EVENTS??!! I SURE DID!!!

I actually going to write something about G.R.L and their songs. They sang Ugly Heart and Vacation, which happens to be my current favorite ;-P

The sad part is that Simone Battle on of the girls in this band died which was really really unexpected. I was shocked I couldn't believe it. :( She has the potential as an artist, singer and dancer. She was a grand finalist  on XFactor USA. ONE of the BEST!!!!

Anyway, on the lighter note, VACATION HAS BEEN COVERED BY MANY DANCERS AS WELL.

HERE ARE SOME OF THE YOUTUBE VIDEOS I HAVE WATCHED!

GIRLS VERSION

GURLASH VERSION

DON'T JUDGE! JUST WATCH!! THEY'RE SOOOOOO GREAT!!!!!!!!!

ENJOY!!!!!

Merry Christmas!!!!!!

Hi!!!! I would like to greet you a Happy Merry Christmas!!! 

Tonight, my mom and I actually made some loot bags to be given to 29 kids as they do carolling on Christmas Day or tomorrow ;) I am so excited to see their happy faces. It's not a lot, just lil crunchies and chocolates inside it ;) I am soooo excited I can't help but grin when I saw the finished packs :) 

Aside from that, I am also excited to celebrate Christmas with my Family this year since I was at work and I my friend rescued me from the office and celebrated with her family instead during last year's Christmas. Hahahaha

Once again, Have a Happy Merry Christmas from me and my blog hahahha! 

Xoxo,

MK

Addicted! Addicted!

HELLO THERE!!!

My title is too deceiving! No, I am not talking about DRUGS! I know for a fact that when people say addicting, it can always be associated to DRUGS. But not in my case, ever.

I will be talking random things here from my childhood discoveries that had a great impact on me that even today I am still addicted to it.

My very first addiction was being  #REGINIAN. I am and will always be a Solid REGINE VELASQUEZ FAN. YES MA'AM!!!!! I have bought a few CDs of her, magazines, pictures and posters. I still have them and I will never think of throwing them away. I just love the #AsiasSongbird a lot. She topped my list of favorite singers such as Avril Lavigne, Beyonce, Mariah Carey, Demi Lovato, Miley Cyrus, Taylor Swift among others. They're my favorites but I don't have cd of them but I do have magazines of them being on the cover sometimes but not much unlike my huge collection of magazines with Regine on the cover, I will take a snapshot of it and I will edit this entry ;-)

KPOP. Yes a huge fan here and has been a resident Soompier @ www.soompi.com. it is a kpop global fanbase. I've been there for 7 years. I've seen badges and icons coz they do give you badges for your loyalty as a soompier and I felt treasured in a way. THANK YOU!! Please join us!!! It's a fun place to have new friends that has the interests as you not only kpop as you get to know more ;-)

Korean DRAMA. I can say that some girls can be very addicted to KOREAN DRAMA because we love love stories. The first korean drama I have ever watched that lead me to this kind of addiction was #MyNameIsKimSamSoon. And because some substitle groupies had made introduction of  themselves through wetpaint in videos and credits and that lead me to soompi.com ;-)

Internet and BLOGGING.

MUSIC 

and

TV.

OH I ALSO LOVE SENDING MESSAGES and RANDOM CHITCHATS hahahahah!!!!!!

Do you want some Cornicks? THIS IS ABSOLUTELY ADDICTING!

Saving Tips

I have been thinking about writing something about SAVING. Well this doesn't only apply to money. Saving can be very applicable to almost anything. This piece of blog today will share mostly about what I have done about saving what I can save. It could even save Mother Earth.

When I was a youngster I never had a single piece of a nerve to save. That's true. I have been wasting a lot from money, water, food, even material things, recycled things among others.

Money. I spend way too much! I spend more than I deserve to spend. I have learned to save only recently when I stopped working and started a tiny business.  I thought that when I work it will save me financially. In a way, in a weeks time it does but as weeks and weeks go by I always ran out of budget for things that I have written and been wanting to do way back grade school and college. I am one of those people who like to travel but how will I ever get to travel if I would spend my money abnormally :( :( I'm 26 and I have only been to a few places. I want to add some in my list especially that I am still single and still able to do what I may want to do. 

As a tip: If you are working, don't think about treating yourself every payday. Treat yourself every month or every two months. It's okay. You don't have to go to every great place in the city. You can go there without thinking about your budget b/c you have more than what you expect. SOMEDAY.

Food. When I was young, I don't consume everything but as I grew older, little by little I do consume everything I order. we cook, or what's on my plate. If I can't because I am too full. I share with a bestfriend.

Material Things. Buy what you need.

Putting it on trash already? Think twice. DON'T MIX NON-BIODEGRADABLE WITH BIODEGRADABLE ONES . . . . . . .  PLEASE RECYCLE!!!!!!!!!!

I have learned these things the hard way. It's part of maturity I guess that you get to think that you can still do something on something.. . .  ;-)

If You Work in Call Center

How was it like working in a call center?

Let me share my own experience while I got the chance to work in a call center.

Okay... so....

I was a fresh graduate in college then when I applied and started working in a call center. It was one of those ramping seasons when I first applied. Ramping meant companies are going to hire excessively more people to work for them. I was one of them.

I was a walk-in applicant then because I did not want to rely on phone interviews without getting any follow ups. The very first company I tried to apply was Qualfon. I went there around 9 am and got my Initial interview. Commonly, initial interview meant talking about what you have on your resume such as name, school, academic achievements, your work experiences if you have any already prior to your application. An addition to that would be the most striking questions " Why did you choose to work in a call center", " What are you looking forward in 3-5 years from now". Well that only meant staying in the company for good.

The personal question is, " Are you going to stay in the company that long? Or is it just very temporary?"

Before you apply, you need to make sure you have assessed yourself already. You need to assess your capability, English skills, your communication skills, socialization skills, availability, understanding, patience and your determination.

When you speak of capability well it goes with English and communication skills. 

Socialization, hmmm for me it's just about how you blend well with your new friends from training and production. You have to blend well or else you'll be tagged as OTHERS. Call center peeps mostly are up for almost anything so you better be ready. But of course if you have obligations and you are the type of person who doesn't really hang out with friends but would rather hang out with family and old friends then that should still be fine. No one forces anyone to be like the rest. You don't have to change who you are.

Availability, most call centers prefer individuals who are readily available once hired. That's it.

Understanding, I know for a fact based on my experience that understand the whole scope of call center jobs or BPO can only be understood once you're there. I can say so much about it. The fun, the hardships and success. I've had it all. But the main scope of the work itself is that you are going to be a full pledged Customer Service. You're going to be giving assistance to people who are troubled with a certain product. Your assistance to them can either be sales, technical or simply inquiry. Got more questions? Let's chat about that EMAIL ME! hahahaha

Patience. I have to be honest, working in a call center is a mixture of fun, hardwork, stress and you have got to have a full bottle of patience. Patience is a virtue and it can lead you far from what you've thought. THAT IS SERIOUS and CERTAIN. BE PATIENT.

Determination. You determination for independence and success, yes you've got to have that. Working in a call center isn't all fun and fun. You've to have the determination to achieve more as it is also a career just as your are working in a bank, in a store, in a law office. You have to be your best version to elevate your position as well.

There I am glad that I was able to put my thoughts into words today hahaha!

That's it for now.

Fell Inlove with Us The Duo

Us The Duo consists of Michael and Carissa. They're a real life couple and have actually made covers on youtube and became popular. But they were solo artists at first and fell inlove with each other hahahah! OH WOW! LOVE IS AWESOME and them making music together, touring together and getting known is just as great! ;-) I first saw them through a Youtube video putting all popular songs in a 2 minute video. MASTERPIECE! Then I discovered their original track and it's on VEVO! Which means they're popular! Love that I know them now. Hopefully they come to the Philippines so I can watch them live. YAY! Their official website is US THE DUO. You can check everything about them on their website. I am just giving you a part of what I know. Their Youtube Channel is full as well. You can click the link as soon as you play the videos I have added here on my post.

This music video and the song made it to my official favorite songs of the year! Now that I have mentioned that, wouldn't it be nice if I create a blogpost with my official favorite tracks? WHEW I GOT THOUSANDS I GUESS! Hahah! 

I have always been a music lover, music maniac, music buff, music addict.. name it all about music, I'm one! hahahahahahaahah!

So I guess this is for now ';-)

Thumbs Up for A1 Driving School

I have attended a driving lessons with A1 Driving School, the website is http://www.a-1driving.com. I've always wanted to drive since I was 20, it actually took some years before I could actually enroll for reasons I don't know why. But I have to admit, I was busy with school and other engagements before I enrolled. Lame reason. Hahha! It's true when they say when the need arise, you will really need to learn how to drive. As for my opinion, driving is cool whether it be automatic or manual. I specifically like manual. I like wheels and speed since I was young. Thank God my Mamane finally gave me the budget to enroll to a driving school. I need to drive for our business. I am sure this is for errands, groceries and driving around in the city. I will definitely take the pleasure in driving.  I am so excited for it, I am very excited to finally learn it the way it is in real setting as I drive from this day onwards. I should learn it by heart. At the age of 26, I am pretty sure it's never too late for it! :)

For safe driving, I really recommend A1 Driving School. Their staff are very accommodating and respectful. They listen to their clients as well. They're so known and they have garnered many awards for it :) 

The photos above are the pictures I took during the last day of my lesson. I had two hours straight. I made it! Yey! I made it and I am so proud! Big big big thanks to Mamane who took care of my fee hahahha! 

Tried Burgundy Red by Miss Beauty

This is me inside SM City, Cebu. You won't really see the color that much. It looks light brown inside the mall.

I asked my mom to take another photo of me. Hahah!!!

So I actually took this one on my bus ride to Danao City. Took a Ceres bus so the travel was smooth and safe ;-) #ChasingTheSun #NoFilter. I was just waiting for the sun to show up on my window hhahaha

Here's another picture of me just posing with my red hair. This was taken inside our shop. hahaha! The red hue is still there and I like it ;-)

So, basically it's just a random post again with my new hair. I dyed it around a week ago and I am lovin this color so far. I recommend you to try Miss Beauty. It actually says it's just for professional use but I tried it anyway. Just make sure to constantly treat your hair with conditioner and other organic products made for hair treatment to make it more silky and shiny ;-)

The Strongest Storm in 2013: YOLANDA

from here: I LOVE TACLOBAN

I don't have my own photos on hand.

This photo has been trending on Twitter and Facebook. I have been reminded every single second that today is a day last year that the tragedy happened. It was a very strong storm that killed thousands of people in Tacloban, Bantayan Island and some other areas near these cities. Cebu has been affected with it also I should say because in my place the trees where turned down, mud all over and the wind was just way too much for a big big big umbrella. Everything were surreal. And to me, it was UNREAL but it was,REAL :(. I couldn't believe I was experiencing it and I am looking at my window just a few minutes I came from work around 9 am when the storm started.

Thinking about the damage and trauma, just one month before #TyphoonYolanda happened, a 7.2 Earhquake just shook the Southern part of the Philippines which actually brought unbearable damage to Bohol. All the the old churches and establishments were broken brick by brick- So, before we could even recover another tragedy happened. Along with it were aftershocks that was a total of 2,000 plus according to the newsfeed I get from social networking apps such as Facebook and Twitter. I bet I had vertigo, felt like everything weren't in place and there was imbalance. When I stood straight I felt like I was falling and that feeling when another aftershock is about to happened. When you lay in bed and you feel the shakes again.- too much! Too much!!!!!

I am just glad that it's over. I prayed for the recovery of everyone who had a hard time dealing with that stress as that was really stressful. And today, Tacloban, as my cousin have told me will have a party " like it did not happen" as a celebration of life that they're alive despite the natural disaster that happened. If only I can join them, I would!!!!!

Life is good. 

Celebrate life!

I am so thankful I am alive!

Thank you Father for the gift of life!!!

I LOVE YOU!!!!

Lighting a candle outside my house, praying for the souls of typhoon victims whose bodies weren't known, may they rest in peace.

Pet Lover.

Well, well, well, my lil kiddos deserve a space on my blog! They're my buddies in the house. I play, I run, I shout like crazy inside the house, I cry infront them and go crazy again. I just can't help it, they're too cute! They help you forget your little and big problems! In short, they're instant stress relievers ;) 

I love playing with my pets. I just love them so much, sometimes it gets a lil annoying too when all they want is play but you're busy. Pets are pets, dogs are dogs, so are cats are cats. Hahaha! All they do is wait for your arrival when you get out of the house for work and would want to ask a lil of your time to play as a greeting. Pets have the most heartfelt and awesome way of greeting their loved ones. It's more than just the wiggle of their tails and the happy faces, it's more than that, why did I say so? Because it is true that all they do is wait for you. All their emotions are just for you. All their love is all for you. Their Master or "Amo" in tagalog or bisaya. Sometimes people call their pets as babies, honey, lovely and all. Pets are pets. They're there for you to be your pet and be loved and their promise is to love with all their heart and soul ;) 

Pictures of my furry pets will be the next part of my post. Haha! Ta-da!!!

This is Natasha " tasha " for short.

This is Nathaniel " taniel" for short.

This is Terrence.

This is Tiah. I got her name from a girl who actually auditioned for Xfactor USA. Hihi

Not only did we intend to take care of dogs we recently just had a cat named " Trixie" 

There!!!!!!! Words can't explain how much I love these lil ones ;) 

Helping Yourself

Most of you who may have dropped on my blog knew that I was working in a call center for a total of 3 years. I have somehow managed to have tiny investments while I was working. To name a few, I was able to buy quality shoes, bought a MAC notebook, I have also, somehow, helped my mom with the construction which is still on going right now. And my desire to help her with it is not yet over because it's too far from completion as for now.

I have actually resigned from Teletech last September 10, 2014 which was one of the hardest decisions I had to make. Working in a callcenter can sure help you with your money issues and it did.  But I had to resign because I was constantly scheduled on a night shift. It wasn't that healthy. Most people say it's really not healthy. Most people also say, they are nocturnals and they can operate at night than they do on daytime. I have met different people who have survived working in BPO but had wished to stop but they don't have a choice because they have a family to support but as in my case I have resigned because I need to. Oh and yes, to be honest I have been planning to resign even during my few months of service there. Hay, working in a callcenter is hard, tiring and could really deteriorate your health especially if you continue to drink, smoke and party all at once every single weekend. Uhmm yes, it's a choice. Some have stayed healthy, too. 

Anyway, I have resigned and I am trying to learn a new skill which is called Network Marketer. Yes! That is definitely in the world of Networking. I despise the thought of networking before but little did I know that I would have an interest with it. I am very very interested with it now! Being a Network Marketer or Networker for short is an awesome way to earn money and get extra with hardwork and determination in one. 

I have just joined Alliance in Motion Their products are great and the networking scheme I shall say is one of the best. Too many times I have rejected friends who have tried to invite me to join. But one day a group of people have felt that my mom was a great prospect, as she is a businesswoman, and grabbed a chance to explain to her how awesome Alliance in Motion Global is. 

My mom, my Mamane, brother and I are all members of it.

The more I listen to the presenters, the more I have gained the interest to learn how to present better for my own tree or network. Networking is a great way to earn and earn lots of money and have a lot of extra in the future.

I have watched a video with great lessons on how to become an effective presenter and a networker especially on inviting and mobilizing and optimizing the project of earning bucks as well as starting my on network.

Let me introduce TJ VILLANUEVA who have taught me the basic and new ways of starting the talk, inviting, and making my network. I hope I would be able to apply what he has presented on his videos on youtube. I am a little bit shy when it comes to networking but he has given some key points that I should remember in order for me to block negativity and my shyness. He's the man! The Boss! hahahhahaha! He is awesome and so gwapo but taken na! hahahahahaha So yeah.. Anyway, Thank you TJ VILLANUEVA for your videos!!! :-)

This a video of him sharing his words about how to get more people to possibly join you in your network ;-)

CLICK LINK BELOW

Referral Form

If you try to imagine a computer on internet cafes. It's a network, so it is operating well. It goes the same thing as being a Networker as a person. 

Let's help Caroline!

Caroline is my friend in highschool whose child was diagnosed with heart disease and had undergone surgeries. Now their hospital bills has reached 300K. Let's help her in our own little ways.  Please click the link below for complete details about their situation and the baby's status. 

#support #fundraising 

My page is on a public settings so I am using hashtags for social optimization purposes ( i have learned why hashtags existed so I am using it now, too, as this is really something serious and needs your attention too! )  hoping it will help in reaching out to people who can help. Hoping hoping hoping! With crossed fingers! 

Please search for Reyboy Rubin Gudmalin if you have decided to help in this fundraising. He can give you his bank account number, they are going to consolidate all collections weekly.

Please also click on my facebook, click on the Link i have included on my post.

Every cent counts :]

 Here's a photo I took through my phones screenshot to show you the current condition Jan, Caroline De La Rama's lil one.

Please go to www.gofundme.com searcg for Jan Stephan's Fund for TOF by Caroline De la Rama. Thank you.

How are you as a Grown up?

Me?

Wow! I couldn't even describe it, but you as a reader, if you can help me figure out the right term for it then that would be great! 

Ever since I graduated college, I had the mind set that I am going to do what I want to do and that my mother won't be able to question me anymore because I have finished college and I just followed what mothers commonly say to adults like me then, " You can do whatever you wanna do after you graduate". 

Great! I can sense freedom! 

We always ask for freedom! 

FREEDOM! 

After graduation, I did not let time pass without doing anything, I was not like any other kid that stayed at home and did not know what to do with their lives. I looked for a job right away. And I got hired away too! I was free to do what I wanted to do. I went to the luxurious bar, gimmicks bars, drunk and partied like there was no tomorrow on weekends. As the saying goes " work hard, play hard, party harder!" I went to some of the places I wanted to go. #YOLO MOMENTS again! 

And even so I did not practice Nursing at this time yet. I did something worthwhile. I have felt I was responsilble of myself wherever I go which was a great deal of responsibility for me. But what hurts the most is being told by people who rarely know what you like and what you've been through that you do not have a direction and you don't know what you're doing. Let me ask you this for those of you who have asked me that, have you achieved you dreams, are you even practicing your profession. What are you doing right now? 

We all have different things happening in our lives. We have things we want to achieve but can't because of certain circumstances. As in my case, during my elementary to highschool days I was a part of every dance troupe that was formed wherever I am. Whether it be at school or even in our small barangay in Forest Drive Village. Then college came, I was diagnosed with Mitral Valve Regurgitation. Such a bad news, it doesn't allow me to do any strenous activity. I wasn't allowed to dance anymore. I couldn't even run as fast as I did before. I used to be part of a Track in Field team. I won before. Little did I know that I had something that wasn't diagnosed yet. I wanted to join sponsored Run or Marathons but I couldn't. I wanted to join a dance team. An official one where I can pursue my passion for dancing and music. Worst!  My doctor wouldn't even allow me to work in the hospital to practice my profession if I passed the board exam. That was one thing that actually frustrates me everytime I take the board exam. It boggles my mind that I couldn't even practice what was taught to me, what I worked hard for in college. The only thing that was left of me to do was to stay at home and rest and let my body not feel any kind of stress at all. But I still chose to work, I had to convince my doctor that I was fine and that I can manage. So with my mother's consent. I got the paper signed and worked. That was the only sense of freedom that was left of me. Atleast I had the permission to work. 

So it's almost 10 years now since I was diagnosed with this heart disease and the only thing that is going to cure this is through a surgical operation. 

I had been to a series of depression cycle. Mild to borderline. From being paranoid to feeling down. 

I pity myself. There are a lot of things I wish I could do. Sometimes I tend to break the rules just to explore more. What a bittersweet life.

As I face everyday, the more I am taught with lessons that I need to learn. There are also things that I learned from other people. I was given a chance by our Father to do some of the things that I loved to do without giving me any bad consequences. Thank God!!! I was given freedom by my family but a lil reminder shouldn't hurt because it is just for my own good. I know that I am just trying so hard. Trying to be okay. Who wants to be sick anyway? But I want to be masked with Positivity if I had to pretend and play fine. I chose to be with Positivity other than anything else. 

As a grown up now, as I am on my late 20's, thank God I reached this age even though my heart has something in it. I have learned that life can twist you, fool you, teach you, hurt you, and turn it all around to lessons and worthy lessons that you'll need to be fully equipped and be strong. We are vulnerable. Admit it! 

I am thankful for what I have, something that I have overlooked before. And for the people who have stayed and look out for me and you know who they are. It's our Family. I am so much thankful for my Family. I thank God for the wonderful blessings He has bestowed and provided us with. I am also thankful for my life and all the lessons I have learned for the past years ( since the day I started to understand things when I was little) Hahaha! 

Being a grown up with my kind of condition is hard. You will never understand people who are sick if you're not sick. There are too many things to consider. To many to adopt and understand. We all are different in our own right. We just need to be responsible enough to get through everything, undertstand our situation, accept the things for which we are and ofcourse with love,faith and passion, we will all just get through everything.

xoxo,

MK

Quotes and Sayings from Facebook.

These images and graphics have helped me look into the brighter side of everything. During the time I was down and hurt and felt that some of my friends had been real to me. I think I can only count my true friends with my 5 fingers in one hand. That's for real. And if it turns down to 1 then I guess that's how it is supposed to be. There's really less real people these days. Almost all of them are up for something :(. It's they get something from you or they ignore you and find someone else they can benefit from. Even those people who have said bad about my friends are doing the same shit! Using people and talking about them but they don't know to themselves they're also doing it to others even to me! And for that... FCUK U!!!!!

OKAY! ENOUGH! ENOUGH! Because I had enough already!

The sad thing is, this is happening to me! I really can't take the fact that this is happening to me! But I guess it happens to someone's life at some point. No wonder these quotes exist. So, I am not alone. I will surpass this! I know there's still goodness at people in some way. Nobody is perfect. 

I just hope that people will be kinder to each other and be real. 

From this day onwards.

It's about friendship blues.

Days had passed and the thoughts has been haunting me. It's a mind boggler! I hate to think about it! It occurs everyday! I cannot deny it no more! I hate feeling this way. 

I miss my bestfriends!

But they don't miss me nor like me at all. Why? They  never replied to my texts and facebook messages. They're all left ignored. 

I no longer have a bestfriend nor a single friend from work :( and it sucks that workplace was the last place I've stayed for almost two years and now we all tear up! :( 

Aside from missing my bestfriends, other friends keep hurting me. They're always making changes on their plans. One time they wanna go out and changes their plans only to keep me hanging. Only to see they're out with someone else. :( and without me getting mad at them. At all. Should I just get mad? If I did, I would have lost all my friends even if I had just known them for a week or a month. 

I have totally stretched my patience for all these people but all they gave me are disappointments and ignorance to my feelings!! :( 

Friends are distractions now?

If that's the case, then I should just stop! I do not want to talk to anyone anymore! :( 

I hate this feeling! I couldn't even tell anyone anymore. I also figured in the past that I have a lot of friends who share my secrets to other people, they talk about me. They're nice when they face me but definitely talk bad about me when I am not with them. 

I cannot trust anyone anymore! I'm losing hope at people. I'm losing the interest of keeping friends! 

But even though I feel like this, I will try my best to seek goodness in every new person I meet. It shouldn't be this way. I will pray always that I will no longer meet people who would hurt me, bash me, belittle me and ignore me. 

I will seek help to the Holy Father. 

Good Morning! 

Things that are currently running in my head!

There are so many things on my mind right now. Things that I do not want to write but I can't help, I just have to because this is my way of letting it out of my mind or else it might just explode. This may sound too much, but this is how I really feel right now. Please excuse me for being like this at this moment.

Love.

I know that I am so full of love. 

The love and guidance I get from our Holy Father from above. The love I am getting from my Mama and Mamane and the sisterly acts and love from my brother, ofcourse! We may not be as vocal but I can feel the love within the Family. Hey! That should fairly be enough! But why am I posting this? 

It's about being unwanted and being unimportant outside of the house. 

Sure we get the treatment we're given by our relatives but what about from friends? 

No! Never fair! Never unconditional. And I am aware that I am creating my own problems. I grew up well, I was raised the best way my Mama and Mamane can. Apart from that I was nurtured from my environment because I myself, know that I observe a lot. I believe that yes, we are where we live, we are what we see, we are what we read, we are what we eat. They also say, show me your friends and I 'll tell you who you are. I insist. I am not who my so called " friends" are. I am not.

I have met a lot of people already. From my gradeschool to highschool, college and work. I have met different kinds of people. I have been exposed to a lot of different practices good and bad. I have seen the worst and the best moments of everyday in every place I go. I have also gained good friends, loyal friends, friends who used me and took my kindness with abuse. I have met people who have not believed in what I can do. I have met people who have believed I am great that I can do almost anything I desire to do just like how my Mama and Mamane thinks of me.

Let's say, Yes! I do have these so-called friends! Some have stayed and communicated through texts it's because I text them first. Some have streamed over my facebook account and still communicated through chats like I do to them because it is the least communication that we can do to maintain the friendship we have started. But more then a hundreds have moved on with their lives and didn't check on me but I still check out on them. I have met girls whom I ended up treating them like a sister of my own. Then there goes the next few lines of why I am posting this up! 

I don't have a biological sister. I do have a brother. I am the type who have wished I had a sister whether it be older or younger. Most of those I have met were younger than me so I treated them like a little/ younger sister. Where I'd feel like I am totally responsible for them outside their house. I take the job as my own. Voluntarily.

I end up hurting especially when they move on with their lives and I'd feel as thought they have forgotten me and what we used to have. Aside from treating them as a sister and because they're from another mother, it's always going to be as though, they're your bestfriends. Because they aren't my sister.

I do feel bad when I try to reach out but don't get replies from the texts I send knowing that person would always have her phone with her. Just recently " seen " messages on facebook causes frustration to me! That person literally read my messages but did not mind to reply even a single hi or hello. Yes! It hurts! It hurts! It hurts! That feeling that occurs in me thinking I shouldn't have done it! I shouldn't have reached out! Those ex bestfriends that you speak to a lot before but rarely notice you this days but keeps on updating their facebook frustrates me even more! This frustration that I feel did not happen after one attempt of trying to reach out, no! It happened a lot of times. So many times I try to reach out but I get nothing! 

It's true! People will stick to you but leave you after they have gotten all the benefits they could get from you, also leave you when they no longer need you.

I hate that these things happened to me! I didn't know that being nice can lead you to so much frustration. Why do people do this? Why haven't I met people with loyal hearts? 

I am just thankful I have my family with me! I have learned to not care anymore for those people who have left me. I will look forward and attract good people and give my loyalty to people who will be loyal to me. 

I will focus on people who likes me and value me esp those people who look out for me. I will focus more on people who never took me for granted. I will focus on people who give love and care to me. I will have to build my walls for negative and heartless people.

Thank you Father for guiding me and leading me back to where my heart belongs.

Xoxo,

MK

I Support #NursesForChangeMovement

I have to say this had really caught my attention.

I am a graduate of Nursing. But I have to admit I am not yet a registered nurse just yet. I will have to retake and I will not stop until I become a Registered Nurse.

Since I am not yet a registered nurse I worked on call centers as Customer Service Representative/ Technical Support Representative. While exposed to the kind of work area I have met people of different profession from teachers to chemists, from biologists to nursing graduates. I have even met a Business Administration Professor. He was a  professor but the department closed that's why he applied to a call center. Aside from the reason that the department closed, they were paid less than what are due to them, he could not longer support his kids which is really sad. Nurses are no different from that situation. Nursing graduates do not complete their course without submitting a complete set of cases from the Clinical subject which they have paid buckets of money for. After graduating nurses are asked to volunteer. Volunteering means not being paid, at times they even pay the hospitals so they can get in. SAD SAD SAD. When they start working in a hospital they are not even paid well. They are assigned to so many patients, workloads and all. There are less nurses but so many patients. Nurses are not hired because there are no vacancies not even a job posting for it. If there is, they needed experience, there weren't any room for skilled new nurses, top notchers and achievers. So they switch to another profession, or simply apply to a call center. Most of them just stay at home waiting for calls if they got the job.

I found out that Mr. Carl Balita's movement. This  proposed movement really struck me this days. And once this one win and proper treatment are given to the Professional Registered Nurses, Nurses will come back into action and will never have to choose a job other than their profession and no one will have to work in a call center who graduated BSN and is a RN. I believe, too, just like any other profession, Nurses should be given importance. I have read that Mr. Carl Balita had doubts in the beginning that is because he is being judged that he may be  up for something. But he isn't. I must say that he may an entrepreneur but it's not always business. Sometimes, with our little knowledge especially for cases like this, protests and fighting for someone else's rights is not a joke.

DON'T MIND THEM SIR! You're doing a good job!!!!!!!! FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT!!!!!

I am writing a blog about this to raise an awareness that Mr. Carl Balita is in action right now for his fellow nurses.

Here are pictures I got from their official Facebook pages.

from: here NursesForChangeMovement and here carlbalitafull

And this Friday is an Official Day of Protest for this movement.

It's a BLACK FRIDAY on #October171014 #Nursesforchangemovement #Carlbalita #nurses #philippines

Nurses are known for wearing white and for always wearing white but on October 717, 2014 it will be a sea of black tees for this movement.

I support this movement for Nurses!

I just pray the government will also hear it.

Aviators- Restless

This is exactly the way i feel right now.

The lyrics goes like this

AVIATORS- Restless

I guess I'm obscure
I guess I'm usual
I guess that's why they call me incapable
If I could make a change
Believe me I would try
I'd make something of this dead-end street called life
But maybe that's just it
Maybe I have to do
Something I've never wanted to
Maybe I'm not the same
Maybe I'm meant for more
I guess I'll see what tomorrow has in store

'Cause I've been getting restless
And I have to confess
This feeling held in my chest is
So hard to ignore
Been wanting satisfaction
When I have to take action
I wanna feel a reaction
Like never before

(Like never before)
(Like never before)

I guess I'm a fool
Another pair of eyes
To watch the broken world just pass me by
But is it that hopeless
Or am I seeing wrong?
Have I been the change needed all along?
Am I a part of this?
Is it my chance to shine?
Am I too late, or am I just in time?
We're back to business now
It's time to face the crowd
It's time to show them I'll change the world somehow

'Cause I've been getting restless
And I have to confess
This feeling held in my chest is
So hard to ignore
Been wanting satisfaction
When I have to take action
I wanna feel a reaction
Like never before

(I'm sick of standing, waiting for someone else)
(I'm sick of standing, waiting for someone else)
(I'm sick of standing, waiting for someone else)
(I'm sick of standing, waiting for someone else)

From here on I'm a different man, with a plan
I'm standing true holding all the world in my hands
And when they tell me I'm a useless pawn, they'll be wrong
I'll tell them I've been standing restless here for far too long

'Cause I've been getting restless
And I have to confess
This feeling held in my chest is
So hard to ignore
Been wanting satisfaction
When I have to take action
I wanna feel a reaction
Like never before

'Cause I've been getting restless
And I have to confess
This feeling held in my chest is
So hard to ignore
Been wanting satisfaction
When I have to take action
I wanna feel a reaction
Like never before

('Cause I've been getting restless)
(And I have to confess)
(This feeling held in my chest is)
(So hard to ignore)

I have discovered many acoustic songs. Oh they're so nice I want to download them. And since I don't have a credit card at this age, I just listen to them on youtube and repeat them over and over hahahh!!!! Here are some I just got out of random browsing. Enjoy!

I so love this, now if someone is going to sing this song in front of me with the guitar.. yay!! It would be so lovely! I will fall in love!!!

lyrics:

Hay there Ms. Derpy 

How's it going in Equestria? 

I'm another world away 

But filly, you just look so pretty 

Yes you do 

Rainbow ain't got nothin on you 

My dear Ms. Derpy 

Don't you worry, don't you fret 

I'll be there if you get lonely 

Even if we've never met 

We'll start to fly 

Listen to my voice, it tells no lies. 

Hey girl, I really love your eyes. 

CHORUS 

Some day I'll wish upon a star 

And wake up somewhere very far 

A land I had only heard about before... 

And the first thing that I'm gonna do 

Is search right across that land for you 

Because you are the pony I adore 

And I swear I'll love you forever-more. 

Hay there Ms. Derpy 

I've got so much that I want to say 

If only I could speak with you... 

I know I'd find a way 

To say it all 

Together into love we'd fall 

My sweet Ms. Derpy 

I know that this song is getting long 

It was meant to be so simple, I just 

Don't know what went wrong, it's all for you 

You know that I'll always come through 

My Derpy Hooves, this song's for you 

CHORUS

credits

from My Little Pop​-​Punk Pony, released 29 June 2012 

Written by Forest Rain. 

Lyrics by Axel Gunn and Forest Rain.

Here's one I just got randomly from A video Pat Dy created for K and Yael Yuzon's wedding pictures.

Couldn't get a good copy of the lyrics.. :( 

Just listen! hahaha You'll fall in love with it ;) It's such a nice track.

Thank you for your time. Well what struck me most is that first song I entered. 

Restless by Aviators coz I feel I am.