I'm so upset with myself because I couldn't find words to express what I am thinking. Days have gone by and everynight before I go to sleep I always refresh my thoughts and ask myself "Did I do something productive today?"
I'm no longer employed but I am helping my Mama and Mamane with our business. Mama would say it's all for us but I will be the one to manage it soon. I am not a Math person everrr. I never liked Math and in all honesty, I almost failed that subject! Oh goodness, I needed a kick in the butt to really pass Math or even Algebra. I just hate it!!!!
But..........
Lately, nakahuna huna ko. I think I made a wrong choice at not really getting myself into STUDYING MATH. I didn't have an idea that I would be this interested with BUSINESS or ACCOUNTING. SHHHET! OO! I like Accounting now and I want to learn it s bad! Kung pwede pa lang, I'd enroll myself to Business Related course. But I don't think I'd need to re-enroll myself to college just to get into business. But here's the thing, when I was in highschool I've been vocal about putting up a Dream Restaurant with my friends
*KRIOVENOULLOSE- as my barkada way back highschool*. Naman!! If only I graduated in John Bosco College wala siguro nawagtang sa akong huna huna nga gusto ko magnegosyo! Restaurant pa! Asa! If I took that in mind talaga, siguro HRM or BA graduate ko and not Nursing.
But..........
I am inlove with Nursing. Nuff said.
Okayyyy. The main point is, nagbasol ko wala nako giseriouso ang Math. That is all.
As with my creativity???! mmm I don't think I am a creative person either. lol but I like colors and I do Photoshop. That would instantly fill my artsy cravings. I miss doing edits. I miss taking pictures. I miss creating something great out of ordinary photo. Ah! What's happening to me?! Why man samok kaayo akong utok? hmmmm
p.s to self : to blog everyday to express my thoughts. bow.
Today, I stayed in the house and I had the time off to sit and search for new "somethings". And yes, indeed, I found a new love :) Cebuano Films
I'm going to post the officia videos release via youtube and Dream Line Productions
I've watched the whole video and I am proud of the team that made this video. I managed to share it on facebook so that my friends will also take notice of this short film. I love the story and it has touched me. Because personally, I also love dancing that apart from nursing, this is what I really wanted to do but I don't think I've been given the support that I needed from my family. That is because they don't like showbiz or anything that's about it. They just hate it. I have been making " paramadam" that it's something that I love, but to no success, I end up doing nothing now. Not even working in a hospital nor hitting the stage or even just merely dancing. Nothing. I am a lil' bitter but... yeah. This is my reality.
Anyway here's another Cebuano Film that I discovered that you might also enjoy.
I only got to watch the TEASER and I am itching to find a copy of this coz I really want to watch the whole film. I'm still trying to find out if it's still showing in the local cinemas. But for the meantime I'm just gonna share it here so that the film gets exposed, haha!
I WANNA ACT FOR A CEBUANO FILM! OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have watched the video and it made me teary-eye. In my head I thought of ways to help the maker of the video. And since I blog, this could be the first thing I can do and that is to post about it aside from posting it on facebook and twitter or at any means possible. SPREAD THE TEXT ABOUT KONY!
Watching the first few minutes of the video ripped my heart. I was devastated at how JOSEPH KONY did all this. Why in the world he choose to do this massive killings and criminals, taking kids off their families and teach them to control a gun. That is just plain EVIL, JOSEPH! You must show up and give up!! Don't you have a GOD!???! Or a you acting like one?! YOU NO GOD AND YOU NO GOOD!
Since you're already on my page please do take some time off to watch this video. This is really important if you live in Africa, anywhere in Uganda especially if you haven't heard if this name KONY yet because you just moved in from other place. Please do watch. This is important. It can save you family and especially you. And after that, help everybody spread the word. If you have a blog, post it. Tweet it on twitter to support. This is the least I could do, I wish I could do so much more.
I am so vexed knowing what KONY did. Those innocent children have their dreams but KONY did no justice for killing and teaching them all about guns and killing. OH KONY! The Lord God, I know will forgive you since He forgives everybody, but MR. JOSEPH KONY you gotta show up! PLEASE!
The vimeo video/ the original video
KONY 2012 from INVISIBLE CHILDREN on Vimeo.
KONY 2012 is a film and campaign by Invisible Children that aims to make Joseph Kony famous, not to celebrate him, but to raise support for his arrest and set a precedent for international justice.
HOW TO HELP:
Visit: http://kony2012.com
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DIRECTOR: Jason Russell LEAD EDITOR: Kathryn Lang EDITORS: Kevin Trout, Jay Salbert, Jesse Eslinger LEAD ANIMATOR: Chad Clendinen ANIMATOR: Jesse Eslinger 3-D MODELING: Victor Soto VISUAL EFFECTS: Chris Hop WRITERS: Jason Russell, Jedidiah Jenkins, Kathryn Lang, Danica Russell, Ben Keesey, Azy Groth PRODUCERS: Kimmy Vandivort, Heather Longerbeam, Chad Clendinen, Noelle Jouglet ORIGINAL SCORES: Joel P. West SOUND MIX: Stephen Grubbs, Mark Friedgen, Smart Post Sound COLOR: Damian Pelphrey, Company 3 CINEMATOGRAPHY: Jason Russell, Bobby Bailey, Laren Poole, Gavin Kelly, Chad Clendinen, Kevin Trout, Jay Salbert, Shannon Lynch PRODUCTION ASSISTANT: Jaime Landsverk LEAD DESIGNER: Tyler Fordham DESIGNERS: Chadwick Gantes, Stephen Witmer
MUSIC CREDIT:
Original Instrumental Scores by Joel P. West http://www.joelpwest.com/
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