July 19, 2011

My Hair Cycle for 3 years

Hair cycle for 3 years


Haha!! My hair has been my subject and one of the reason why'd I end up being so cold everyday. Almost everyday it just won't fix itself even after combing it and when I do it gets all frizzy and boooo so dry. And it seems like none of the local brands would really make my hair shine the way I want to be. 

To start with I really have very messy hair. I had pictures upload in friendster but the site has changed and I never had the chance to retrieve it anymore :(

way back college, umm 3rd year that's 2008-2009 I decided to rebond my hair for the first time. I had the best days with my long straight hair until late early year 2011 and during the time I also cut my hair short and waited for it to grow again. 

And just this July I'm  just too eager to have a straight hair again. Mama Jom, Mommy Joji and I went to Crown Regency to have it treated. Haaay! PERFECT! 

Bye bye to the no.1 reason of headache! I can now walk without having to worry if my hair is in place or not. 

I'm so happy. Thanks to technology.I also get to pay for it since
 I've worked hard for it! hahah

And I'd like to post my long curly hair and show it to the world as well. hahaha!

i love my curly hair.
 but until I find the shampoo that would  work with it
 I'd rather rebond my hair.




I"M SOOO HAPPY! :)

July 9, 2011

Was it me?

it's not okay to see me like this :/
It's not okay. It's proven ever since I was in highschool. Being silent even just for awhile could mess up someone's day without me initiating it. Who would have thought it would be that way? tssss.

Perhaps I offended someone without noticing it. People get tired and unfortunately the way I cope with it is being silent. I cannot smile when I'm tired. I cannot blab when I am tired. But I manage to function well. But sorry to those who gets affected when I am tired. It passes. If only time was was given for me to rest for awhile. If only my mood wasn't misinterpreted. Hhmmm..Guess it's really not OKAY to act/ show people I'm tired. Ooops. My bad.

July 6, 2011

Lucky to have something waiting for me as well.

I'm one of the luckiest! I am happy that a job is waiting for me right after I took the exam. I had mental exhaustion for two days. I did not feel like moving at all it could be of the too much pressure that I unconsciously felt during the examination days. I finally got back to work after a day. I worked overnight and got my day off right after. COOL Ey?! HAHA! I actually wished I'd have my day off ASAP and it happened. And so I slept the whole day again and I'm full of energy now and I just thought I should not worry and think too much because thinking too much could make us weak. And losing power/energy is one of the things I hate the most. Sa kahyper nako?! hahahaha!

on another note :

Today is Mamane's Birthday. ♥
Happy Birthday Mamane! I love you so much! Thank you for everything that you've done for me. Thank you for the unconditional love you've given us! Thank you for all the lessons and teachings! We've been through a lot of trials of all sorts but we remain the same and SOLID! Today is your special day may you have an extra share of happiness. We love you! I wish you all the best Mamane! If ever you drop by my blog..mmmm ta-da! expose! hahahaha!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! MAGKAWALI NATA!!!

July 4, 2011

..and the waiting begins.

I have not been able to update the blog. oooh my bad. Good thing Blogspot is so considerate they just don't delete accounts.

I just took the Nursing Licensure Examinations, July 2 and 3. And yes, basically the waiting officially begins today. No one can tell if you'll pass or not. I just made sure that I understood the questions and shaded the letter of the best judgement. If my judgement wasn't the one chosen by the examiner that's a whole different story. Haai. It felt like 2 days of brain torture. My review was not sufficient really. But I had previously owned review materials during my in-house and intensive review before. Those where just the items I had to study. I also used my friend's review books. I could hardly believe I finished Carl Balita review book and R.A Gapuz review book. omg! But the examination day came. The anxiety was immeasurable. I can feel my heart beating twice as much, I had tachycardia pre-exam but when the exam started. I felt numb. I just went on and read the questions and started to think for my answers. There were a lot of errors in the questionaires which are pissing me off. Not only that, the girl sitting right after me and the girl after IS NOT RECIEVING THE CORRECT SETS. I was SET A, the girl after me RECEIVED SET A and the next one RECIEVED set B. I was like.... omg! This is a disaster not on my part but on their part. BUT I JUST THOUGHT I MUST NOT BE BOTHERED, why???! BECAUSE TIME IS RUNNING. I HAVE NO TIME TO be CHISMOSA this time. But I just hope everything's going to be fine. I really really pray I reached the passing score and if I get bigger than the passing score/ rate, that's really a Great GIFT! On strict discipline- I never erased any answers. No matter how eager I am to borrow one. But I just thought I will not be sorry for a number or 2 which I am so sure will create a big impact on the exam because 1 or 2 item can make you pass or fail. GUSH! I removed the erasers on my pencils! But it was discipline that counts this time. I did not erase an answer or 2. Haai. GUSH! Results will be out by August they say. I'm excited & anxious. I just don't know what to think and feel about the exam I just took. All I can do is THINK POSITIVE AND PRAY for the success of my exam! God our Father, please grant your little girl's wish!! Mama Mary, Help me pray to our Father!! 


.....and so the waiting begins.

♥, maria