Someone doesn't have an idea how much she broke me and made me numb in the end after finally being able to say what i am. damn i lost a bestfriend. but maybe she was heaven sent for me to let go and reveal what needed to be revealed and maybe she wasnt meant to stay like the way i wanted us to be,if she stayed. she stayed but just a distant regular friend. no longer my bestfriend. coz we don't talk that much anymore. we talk less. sadly. that's not that way i want it. but that is how it is right now.
OKAY I GOT IT NOW! okay.
good thing can also result to a bad thing.
it was good i emerged but i ain't having her as my bestfriend anymore. she's going to stay as special someone from a distance coz she doesn't wanna be with me, she doesn't want me to be her bestie..
no hate just being thankful coz i have accepted the fact that you cannot force people stay like the way u like it.
but i am gonna let go of this and be awesome anyway. i know i can get through this.
it's just that losing a part of u can really change u. i will be loving myself more and those people who loves me and be awesome everyday. i will express the real me, and will not care what other people say of me, real true people will stick anyway.
looking forward to better days ;-)
love life, be grateful and never take things for granted ;-)
hey i have a bestfriend,. MY MOM!!!!! that is more than enough ;)
