My Summer 2009...

Awkai..

My summer has yet to begin. My summer 2009.
What's on my summer list?

There's our Emergency nursing and Immersion. I just can't wait for these who big big big event that has yet to come. Been waiting for it and tomorrow's our enrollment. Now, I hope I passed all my subject. Oh gawd. I know I did. Didn't I? Uhhh..I dunno. I think I did. I did my best. hahhaha!

Ahh~ Summer.
I love SUMMER. But my upcoming summer activities are uhhmm..not the typical summer I used to have.

Summer? Summer?

I miss the beach!
I miss the malls..
I miss my bathing suit...I'll buy a new SEXIII pair next summer. Whet??! Haha! bOOoOOO...

I miss my cousins. I miss my other family...

I MISS THOSE OLD-SUMMER MOMENTS we used to have! I miss kidding around with my little cousins! I miss sliding on long pool slides.

AigOoo..summer!

SORRY NOTE FOR ANNA AND MAY

I have so many things going on in my life right now.
This month is just one those upcoming busy moments in my life.
I know I have yet to taste what it is like to be a real NURSING STUDENT.

Well, the one I stated above's just a thought that came across my mind after I logged on.

I have been doing and acting busy with our nursing research. I have so many heartaches and failures. I was overpowered with temper and rage. I forgot to consider the effort from the other side. If only the damage could be erased, I would volunteer to initiate it. I wanted to say sorry for all the things I have said especially to May and Anna. I am sorry for being so mean, for being so inconsiderate of our situation. We both have a our mistake. And I wouldn't want to, again, recall because it only gives me another moment of anger. I was angry of you also, but I know I do not have the right because WHAT YOU DID in our research was what counts most, and mine weren't. I'm tired of thinking," if only this and that, it could've been this and that".....


...ahhhh~gosh!!! I am so sorry. Naipit lang talaga ako sa situation. Ang hirap kasi wala akong controll and I can't make a move. Ang hirap. Grabe. So pasensya na talaga for the mean words, the shouting over the chat and phone. Ang hirap kasi ng communication natin. Ang hirap. We both know the setting, And I am glad naiintindihan ninyu ako. Basta, All I know is that, I did my part to the best of my ability. It's just that, your way of doing everything was totallyu different from my own thought. The only BIG mistake we had was.....WE WEREN'T UNITED with the rest. WHY? Alam na natin yun.

One thing I am sooooo angry about is one of our members who was being taught about how to ake this and that left me hanging. I was busy doing the tables already, here comes this girl...always texting her boilet. C'mon???!!! Ako, oo nagtetext ako, pero yung utak ko naman nasa ginagawa ko pa rin noh. Jusko, magbago ka na.<---no, hindi to si anna and may.

Love and Friendship

I realized that I should first make the body of my blogpost before making a title. Sometimes, I think too fast that I write too much. hiihih~ But writing too much makes me feel good. Hahaha!

The reason why I wanted to blog something tonight is that I just want to pour these idea in here.

I want to share something about LOVE and FRIENDSHIP.

What about "Love"?

We were at our friend's pad this afternoon because we wanted to work on our nursing research. So we gathered and talked about random things. I have this friend who is deeply in love with her boyfriend. I dunno what came into my mind and i asked her, " how much do you love your boyfriend?".

Well, she only answered me "one" word. That is...

"Very."

Wow. Proud naman ako dun. Parang.the way she repeated the word, parang kakaiba ang kahulugan. Love nga naman.

And what about Friendship?

Oh, I find this one very sensitive. Some of you have asked about my status. I'm in college and I am on my 3rd struggling year. I have met so many friends, gained and lost some of them.

There has been quarelling happening. And I want to help them. I want them to realize how wasteful it would be to give up a friendship that existed for a single mistake. A broken promise and a feeling of discontentment. It happens. But there will always be time for forgiveness. Friends do understand each other. And even though one have broken a promise, avoided someone, I know it'll be much much much better if we try to swallow our pride and think of the good result of asking for forgiveness, for opening up and for making up the loss.

These two we live life with everyday. These two important word apart from faith we live life with. What will happen if these two did not exist??


SYEMPRE..BORING!

WALANG FRIENDS na kasama mo sa pagiingay, pagtatagay ( sa mga mahilig magtagay!), wala kang machichikahan ng problemos mo sa life, sa crushes mo, sa mga bloopers mo..diba? Boring naman yun.

Kung walang LOVE..

Walang magmamahalan, walang magssweetan2, walang magccare...Parang, Naman oh! Ang pangit talaga.

Ayun lang ang punto ko. hahahahah!

Bakit Wala Akong Masulat?

as in BLANKO.

Pero ayoko din naman na umalis ka dito nang walang nababasa. Kasi lately yung mga entries ko mga walang kwenta lang. Sorry ha? Ewan ko ba kung bakit.

Una, napanood ko na ang U Changed My Life.

Bomba! Ang ganda ng movie. Nakilig, Umiyak at Natawa ko ng sobra sobra! Ang cute ni Sarah at ang Lambing ng HOBIE kong si John Llyod. Super! OH SI BEBE KUH pala! hahaha! May magandang aral din akong napulot syempre. Iyon ung pagsasasacrifice ng isang importanteng bagay sa MAS importanteng bagay pa. Ganun pala yun. Si Arturo naman, biglang IDOL ko na sya. hahah! Sabi ko kasi sa sarili ko, lalo na sa VERY SPEICAL LOVE palang, na " ang yabang, demanding". Eh ayun pala, may right din naman pala syang mag-asal ng ganun sa bebe koh. Ay! Ano ba, kay Miggy pala. Hands-on pala itong si Art sa trabaho niya. Si Miggy naman kasi, ang daming plano di naman HANDS-ON sa craft niya, utos lang ng utos. AYAN. Okay lang, andyan naman din si BEBE niyang si LAIDA. hehe. Sana ako na lang yun andun. oOops. PANGARAP. LIBREANG MANGARAP. Kaya walang papalag. Okai? hehe!

Ano pa nga ba?

So, aside from being able to watche the movie, I also had this continuous feeling of missing my highschool friends. It seems like they don't even remember I came from the same school they were on. Pero Okay lang, time will come. Makikita ko rin mga friends ko dati, mga naging classmates, naging close! Dami. Ang dami! Super! Iba ang highschool sa college. SUPER. Mas astig ang highschool. Sa college naman, natuto akong maki-adjust ng TODO TODO. Minsan kasi hindi ka naiintindihan ng mga taong nakakasama mo. Akala mo naiintindihan ka na nila, malalaman mo na lang, hindi naman pala. You have to adjust, introduce yourself, and go with the flow. Nakakadepress talaga at times, but thanks God, may friends naman din na nakakaintindi. Nako, kung wala. Wala. Walang improvement. Minsan naman, may nakikilala kang tao, naalala ka lang pagka may gusto kunin, oh di kaya may kailangan lang. Ang hirap ispilihin na mga tao. Ganun yun. Pero sa akin, hindi naman sa nagrereklamo ha. Napansin ko lang. Yun. Minsan naman, ang saya saya, at todo bonding kayo, after that, wala na. Kanya-kanya na. hahhaayy.

Sad ba ako? Hindi naman siguro. Naghahanap lang ng makakachika. Eh sa may mga chika lang na di mo nasasabi sa mga magulang mo. Hhahhaay.

Atleast nasulat ko to. Sana binasa mo. hehehe! Magulo lang utak ko. Malay mo, bukas o sa makalawa may magandang pambomba na ako sa blog ko. hehehe!