February 17, 2012

Dear Blog, Thank you for waiting for me

...coz you always knew that when I am in the mood for writing, you know that I need a blog to babble anything and that I needed my own pad. When I don't feel like putting the words in a notebook and when I just want to do the finger play, you're always there. Thank you.

And now I am back. 

I've gone through a series of  changing moods and emotion since SINULOG and it kinda hit me last night that I haven't been blogging again.

Whenever I see my last blog entry, aside from the many things that I can remember during that day- the event itself, the happy moments that I had with two different families, the fun, the laughter, the list can go on and on.-I could still remember one awful goodbye that I heard unspoken. I have learned to let go of someone who made an impact in my life,whom I've treated so well. Ah~ sometimes you just have to let it slip. Move on and go ahead forward.

On a brighter side of everything I just want to show what I consider to myself an awesome gift " my rebonded hair" I got this treated at Crown Regency Tower Salon. And I am happy with the result. I haven't seen any damaged part. Plus I have been maintaining a hot oil treatment for this one but not the kind of treatment you get in a salon every month, no. My mama and I bought KERATIN to treat our rebonded hair at home and it's fun. I always enjoy doing it myself :)

I made this one so that I can document my hair. Coz I might just get a new do this year :) Change is always good :)

My long long long long hair :) I have always planned getting it this long :)

I want to have a proper photoshoot. :( I want to have make up and styled by a stylist. But it's just too costly for me. :( so here. This is what I made. But I am still looking forward to heading to a real studio and make that plan realized. I SWEAR!

Another thing I am sharing about is how I love the start of the year.
It's YEAR OF THE DRAGON and it's my YEAR! lol
Here's a picture I asked my friend to take coz I really want to have it as a backdrop :)

Hi! My name is Maria Kristina and  I am an aries and born 1988 ( Year of the DRAGON)

I just hope this is gonna be true for me :)
I am actually vexed at why I still didn't pass the Nursing Licensure Examination. But me doing this blog made me realize something. I just don't know what is in store for me. Maybe I can excel in another field. I have a lifetime to figure that one out. I have a wide variety of interests so I do not have to be depressed. I have lots of outlet to pour things out. And I am the kind of gurl who doesn't focus too much on things that makes me sad. YES I CAN SAY THAT, NOT ANYMORE BABY! I HAVE LEARNED A LOT :)

If you're still reading this entry, I have a tiny little secret that will no longer be a secret................!

I auditioned for XFACTOR PHILIPPINES just for EXPERIENCE. I am not a biritera, but I love making birits ( SAYA KAYA!) and as far as I can remember I have only been in one singing competition and I messed up a lot. We were only two and I just knew from the first note that came out of the other girl's mouth that she will win. 

I have no vocal coach, I only practice my singing through singing along with CDs and I am the happiest when I feel like I got the right tune. I cannot even read notes. Oh My! yes I can't!! But I can say I can sing now but not as BIRITERA. 

About the audition, I made through level 1 until level 2. My target was to pass level 1 and that was it. and I did. :) I know i'd regret it if I didn't audition. hmmmmmmmmm that audition taught me to overcome fear and made me realize that yes, I do have that tiny tiny tiny desire to make it to music industry. I wish! lol 

I went there with Divine who almost made it to PBB, you know!!!!!!!!!!! :)
I believe AUDITIONS are made public because.................... they give chance to ordinary/aspiring individuals to take a shot at what they would LOVE to do :)

I gave it a shot because, yah........I want to sing in a studio :) blooooooooooooooooh! hahahahhaa O_o THAT IS ALL!

I passed level 1. WOW! I never thought I would..???!





Oohhh! I have so many things to share!!! COMING SOON! :)

xoxo, mk