stucked in the house

I will be taking the N.L.E come December. It's too soon and I feel like I am stuck doing nothing.

I want to doooooo something productive just like my other batchmates did.

I want to work!!!!

I want to experience how it's like being interviewed. I want to know if i'd pass that part. Seriously! But the sad thing here is, I don't which position I want. Planned to apply in a call center but was not ready enough to face the interviewers. I received an email from JP Morgan Chase, an international bank, but refused to open the message. Crazy things happen and right now I am sooooo eager to do something again. There's this vacancy in my favorite radio station, they're looking for a new DJ. Like...cam---on! I can't talk like DJs do!!! I wish I could. But I know I can't I can't!!!!

Just yesterday, while in the middle of watching the movie, The Orphan, which is a horror one, I told my friends I want to work in a Nursery and deal with kids. How am I supposed to do that? waaah! I'm sooo broke!!!

But I know one thing to put these things into a realization.

DOOOO SOMETHING!!!

YES I MUST DOOO SOMETHING!!!!

According to my own thinking. . . .

It seems like everyday my life is making me dizzy already. I mean at some point in time, sometimes I wonder which ones are right and which just needs to be left not really wrong, something that is not meant to be applied in the kind of life and thinking I have. Because most of time now, I question myself "Am I right? or Was it really wrong?". . . .

Everyday is like a SCHOOL DAY for me you know, like everyday I get to learn something new, something awkward, something unusual and something that's against my perception. Sometimes, I just pause and just do nothing to make action because I TRULY fear being judged for doing a STUPID thing that is not acceptable for whoever I am with, sometimes. HAHA crazy explainations coming!!!!! CORRECT IF I AM WRONG.. I can take comments about these stuffs now. Tell me which is cool/okay...or not. alright? GAME!

OK, Text Me Anytime!

~I am soooooooo asking WHY people aren't making communications effective even to classmates and friends? I mean I USED TO REALLY TEXT HARD..but it has gone to the lowest percentage now...that would only mean that...I rarely text people these days...because they aren't cooperative. Like, what the hell is wrong with it?! Maybe because BEFORE, I used to be sooo addicted with UNLITEXTING. Uhmm...with my cousin. We's sleep at 4am in the morning still undone with our CHIKA..then all of a sudden when I reached college...people just don't text that much...uhm...maybe for some VERY important things but..it's really rare...

OR is it just me who's into texting a lot? huh?!

NO ONE shows up in my indox when I don't buzz them first... is it their attitude to wait for a buzz before they buzz back?

CHATTING ON FB

~ K, I understand how addictive those FB games are.....i mean, those who're super close only chat to one another. I am now convinced that one just cannot be close to everybody and won't be buzzed unless something JUICY is soo happening in his life. I GET IT!

SAYING HI TO GUYS

~Damn, when you do this...you know what you get? You get a label....

it's BITHC! echos!

......if I wasn't influenced with this kind of thinking, I am sure, I got a boyfriend now. hahahahha! BITHC! hahaha! But, this crazy place here is just a mess and people over think what you do. So here I am, even though I am itching to talk to him, I can't. I can't because I don't want to be someone called as " UNA UNA-HUN" in bisaya. In english that's " MAKING THE FIRST STEP". In tagalog, " UMUUNA SA LALAKI"...duh!

i'm behave and good gerL..hahaha!...Shoot!

TWO- THREE WORD TEXTS

~ I HATE IT

I HATE IT!

But the thing is EVERYONE has been influenced by this kind of replies even on CHATS. PLEASE! C'mon, can u even type more?! I'm sure it's fun...very fun!

I advice people to be random, and be spontaneous!

it'll make this world a better place.

I'M SOOOOO BORED!