One of those Summer Songs I Randomly Like.

I was just browsing and was jumping from one site to another then I bumped into this music video. Hahah! A guy was holding a helmet that made him see what it was like being out there while spending the rest of the summer nights with sexy ladies and doing all the beach attractions that you can do while you are rich. 

I haven't been into summer nights this year. But I am waiting for a grand family outing happening this June. I am hoping my leave will be granted though. 

I must say I miss the beach a lot. I miss wearing my bikini and barbecuing my body in the heat of striking sun with a coconut juice on hand. lol! 

SUMMER THOUGHTS!

Sayings that will change my future.

I got these two photos from FB. Good thing the later one actually had its website on the print. I was too excited to share it that I couldn't sleep unless I get to post it here on my blog. 

These two quotes got me to challenge myself even more to do what I want to do. I have remembered clearly what I opted to do before but fail due to disappointment of after trying and failing, trying and failing again. Plus a third round of it. Through this quote, I have learned that regardless of how many times you were blocked or how many times you lose or fail after several attempts but if you really want it, you will get it and do whatever it takes to get it. 

Man, I am so inspired right now. I have the firsg graphic as my cellphone wallpaper to remind me everyday about what I want to do in this life. :-)

Xoxo,

Maria

JoJo - If I Wrote A Note To God

I just thought this is very perfect for me tonight.

I feel so down again tonight. I'd like to talk to one person whom I have been so close with but here goes the feeling that she might not want to talk to me. This is awkward. I'd rather just write it down in here or else I might ruin somebody's night again.

Mother's Day date on May 12. Belated one.

    

    

A date with Mama on May 12 2014 instead of the actual date of Mother's day which is on May 11 2014 @ Bigby's SM Cebu. 

We were both busy on the actual date and we couldn't leave the shop. It must be open. I almost had headache the whole day thinking I haven't done special to my Mama. She was still the one who prepared the food for me, she had to go to one corner to another inside the shop. But lil did I know that my Mama is just enjoying every moment we were there. It's mother's day and we were together. That's what matters most. Presence :-) it's not about treating your mom out and pushing even if you can't. But it would be great if you can do something extra special. And that was what i was aiming for, and extra special treat to my mom. Because she deserves all the great things in life for being the best for me  and brother and ofcourse my Mamane!!!! But she is out for a College Reunion. 

I thought i can do it today since we went down to the city :-) 

I love my mothers :-) 

Complicated

My life is complicated, I am complicated and everything in my life now is getting more complicated. But I have learned not to dwell on it too much and not overthink. So, I am just living life the best way I can and never let anyone take advantage of me ( with their secret dark intentions) & have  faith in Him that everything will fall into place. 

Xoxo,

Maria

A Monthly Note for my Wordpress blog

I have not been able to write happy thoughts, anything Happy lately. To be honest, I am not okay but I am trying to be okay. Of course why should I not be okay? I should be okay. 

Here's a line I was able to send to a friend which was also applicable to me, I realized how ironic it is to give such advice when I,myself needed it. This is what I wrote to a friend.

"I am not trying to bar u from what ur feeling now. Just telling u aside from loving the person who doesnt love u, there are a lot more in life, a lot better than that..." 

~ which is true right? 

Here's another message I sent

" I fell inlove too much as well but there wasnt any other way out from going down drowning,. But to get up and just forget what makes me feel sad and down.." 

~ tsk.

So, there it is, I wanna be able to move on. Seriously it is painful to think you're losing someone. Someone that meant so much to you. But life goes on. No matter how hard it is...

LIFE GOES ON :-) 

I am listening to Kacey Musgraves songs by the way and they're all good.

Lately also I have been moved by quotes and songs. They help me move on. My family, my dreams,friends who stayed, my faith. They're my motivation. 

There's more to life than dealing with the negatives and things that make us sad and confused. Don't allow yourself to drown in sadness. Let confusion stay, it's okay to be sad, it's okay not to be okay, but never stop living.

Love life :-) 

Xoxo,

Mk