who's being emotional? me.. i am always being emotional.
i feel sad when i think of friends. i feel like my friends have never really been the ones i know i'd be in. para kasing hindi naman kami nagkakatugma at any point at all. i feel sad when i see other people's pic, other barkada barakada pics. do i even have a barkada? i don't think i have. do they even love me the way i feel for them? no. because i never felt it. they never made me feel loved the way i wanted to be loved. it's the only them thing i want. that's being loved. being appreciated. they don't even trust me that much. that's why it hurts. it hurts even more when i make the effort to reach out to them but they never respond. it really really hurts.
